“Blessed Twilight” Dickens Called It

This blog is about reading some of the most motivational writing you will find while helping fight Parkinson’s Disease.

So here’s what happened: About four decades ago I put together a book called Vincent which my former advisor at Penn State, Eton Churchill, and I published. It did okay and had rave reviews for its simplicity combined with insightfulness on the part of the author. I did not write this book; I pared down more than 2000 pages of letters that Vincent van Gogh wrote to others–mostly his brother Theo, but also other artists. The book became about 160 pages of startlingly beautiful first person prose in which Vincent tells his own life story including his turmoil with depression, his passion for life, his visions in art, his relationship with God, and his relationships with women. It truly is captivating writing.

In 2017, a real press picked it up and reissued it as Blessed Twilight: The Story of Vincent van Gogh, with a gorgeous cover and more wide-spread distribution. especially since the release coincided with the release of the movie Loving Vincent. It did incredibly well, but eventually went out of print as the publisher in Florida shut down and the people in Ohio who took it over also closed their doors.

The overstock of these books floated around the east coast and the mid-west, and with great generosity on the part of the people in Ohio, arrived at my door yesterday.

I am selling them and all the money is going to aid in the fight against Parkinson’s Disease.

These make fantastic Christmas gifts or just reading material for yourself. I can’t overstate how everyone who reads this book is captivated by Vincent’s philosophy, perspective, and passion. I can compliment it since I only organized the material, Vincent van Gogh did the writing.

Order copies for yourself and your friends. They are $25 a piece including shipping, or 5 for $100.

You can:

Venmo: @Robert-kunzinger

Zelle: rskunzinger@gmail.com

or send a check made out to APDA (American Parkinson Disease Association) and mail it to me at Bob Kunzinger, PO Box 70, Deltaville, VA 23043. ALL the money (except postage) will go to assist the research for Parkinson’s.

There’s nothing more truly artistic than loving people

I Barely Remember When

Fall has arrived and the breezes this weekend cleared away most of what was left of summer. Last week at home I walked along the river like I always do this time of year when the water laps at my feet, it is warmer than the air, inviting, deceiving, teasing me into thinking summer will push back on autumn and maybe even win out. I don’t mind the change so much; I’m not bothered by the passing of time as much as how I spend the passing of time.

The leaves are just beginning to change here, and my drive in a few weeks to West Virginia will bring me through every stage of autumn. Sometimes you can see all the changes happen in one day. Crazy. Well, the truth is, some things need to change. Even with resistance, sometimes it is the only way to make room for new growth.

For me even the seasonal change from summer to fall is often troublesome. Again, I don’t mind fall—my days in western New York and Massachusetts are most memorable for this time of year. And obviously I know it is going to happen. I watch the weather, I mark the calendar, I see the leaves letting go. But still it always takes me by surprise. I wake up one day and I need to wear more clothes, or I no longer feel the sun so strong on my shoulders, and I am saddened. The Seasonal Affective Disorder which strikes some of us in February can also have its way in October, though usually not as bad.

This year is different; I’m both tired of change and in desperate need of some right now.

In kindergarten I liked a little red-haired girl, Kathleen.

Stay with me here.

Just like Charlie Brown I was afraid to approach her. At the same time I was thrilled I met someone I would get to grow up with. We were in the same class until third grade when at the end of the school year my family moved much further out on the Island. Instead of saying goodbye to her I made a card that said, “I love you” and threw it at her in the hallway. I think she got it. Now I wish I had just handed it to her politely and said I was sorry I was moving. I never saw her again. I probably didn’t handle that relationship well. The change, however, the move east to what would become where I would forever call “where I am from,” was unexpectedly pleasant despite my resistance at first. The same thing happened when I was fourteen and moved to Virginia Beach, four hundred miles south. I absolutely and definitively did not want to go; I’m so glad we did.

During each major change in life, though, I consistently ignored the advice of my older siblings or from examples set down on television or in school. I simply preferred to assess a situation and have at it on my own terms, even if it meant complete and utter disaster. I was slow to learn as a result, but I gained that small bit of confidence we used to earn out on our own, trying and failing, fantasizing and acting and pretending. You simply never know when those youthful lessons will return to come in handy, see us through an unexpected left-turn, help us through the changes. And it seems these days everything is changing, doesn’t it? It’s as if people in positions of power are scanning the horizon to see what they can disrupt next. Even friends are acting strange, distant, and when the very essence of what we can count on is no longer predictable, we must either adapt or run away. I’m running away.

I thought about those years, my early youth in on Long Island, and how innocent it all was; how we flipped baseball cards and played stickball. We had block parties where the block would be closed to traffic and we all put picnic tables and grills out and walked up and down the street talking to everyone else and sharing food, and riding bikes, and the adults had drinks and the kids had fun. Television went off the air at night, just a fuzzy white noise until the early morning when a black and white flag waved across the screen and some dude said, “We now begin our broadcast day” after the National Anthem.

This was the age of my youth. It was innocent and tech-free and filled with hippies and protests and flag-burning and marches and sit-ins and rumbles. The laughable Mets became the champs and we walked on the moon. On the moon, for God’s sake. How can you possibly not understand why at the core of my generation is some semblance of hope, still simmering. Hope is what got us through; the hope of humanity, the hope of leaders, the hope of lovers and friends. We were not a generation of followers staring at our hands; not by any stretch of the imagination. So when the times were a ‘changing, we changed—or we were the ones causing the change to begin with. And as we grew older, those organic traits became part of our DNA.

But hope in everything is fragile now. And the falling leaves are no help; not for me anyway.

It almost seems ridiculous and it is certainly ironic that the best way for me to handle these unexpected and troublesome changes is to, in fact, change. So be it. “To change is to be new. To be new is to be young again.”

“If you do not change direction, you may end up where you are going.”

–Lao Tzu

We now begin our broadcast day.

Foolish. Insane. Successful.

Some of us are masters of self-deception; we can convince ourselves of just about anything and we learn to look for the smallest of clues to justify whatever illusion keeps our delusion alive.

I am certain this all sounds somewhat psychotic, even sinister at times. I know. Yet this mental acuity of delusion and ambition is not only necessary, it’s what separates those of us in lives of quiet desperation from those whose names are synonymous with acts of greatness.

Two truisms:

One, “Insanity is doing the same thing over and over hoping to reach a different result.” Okay.

Two, “The Greater Fool is the one who thinks they can succeed where others before have consistently failed.”

But notice the problem; no advancement in technology, science, the arts, moves forward without a delicate balance of both: Science in particular means doing the same thing over and over to check results, to see if it comes out differently even once, only once in a million trials, to make certain everything is okay or everything just changed. The movie The Right Stuff which begins in California with test pilots does an excellent job of showing how insane those fools were to get into yet another new jet after everyone else had died, only to take flight to another level and eventually out of this world. Certainly the engineers made alterations each time, so it wasn’t the same thing over and over, but with patience and caution.

It is a difficult thing to keep trying to get something right that continually fails. And worse, everyone that cares about you watches and calls you insane for still persisting when nothing positive has happened, and they call you a fool for not listening to the sage advice of intelligent and caring people. But the reality is only we know what we are capable of and so few of us ever try to find out what that is.

Example: Vincent van Gogh kept painting the way he believed was right despite being told to change his ways by the most respected art critics and dealers—including his own brother—of the day. When he failed, they said, “The fool is insane, and he lived off of his brother!” When he succeeded, they said, “His persistence paid off, and he had the undying support of his family.” When he painted “Starry Night” from a room in the asylum, it wasn’t liked at all by others in the art world. Today, some estimates place its value at just about one billion dollars. Can you point out the genius among delusional if pressed to do so? Can we ever know for certain the guy on the corner in St. Augustine I met decades ago who was screaming to passers by that the voices in his head told him the “water is rising my brothers and sisters; the water is rising,” wasn’t talking about Hurricane Mathew? There’s a thin line between genius and delusion; and history has proven it takes an insane person, a fool, to be exalted for their persistence and determination. “How pathetic” they say beforehand; “How original” they say later.  

I’m sure that, like me, this all makes you think of the overweight patrons at the health club I managed forty years ago. Some of the members were there to lose well over one hundred pounds, some fifty. I taught an advanced class for the football squad at Holy Cross College as well as a class where the minimum desired weight loss was fifty pounds, and some wanted to shed triple that. They tried everything. Everything, over and over.

One day I walked into class with five, five-pound bags of sugar in a backpack. I sat on the small riser at the front of the room and put the pack on the floor and told everyone to sit down. We talked a bit about weight, about the physicalness of carrying it around, the mental weight we carry with it; the ridicule from others, the spouses telling them they’ll never lose it and to give up, the neighbors calling them fools for going to the club everyday when “you should have thought of that before you gained all that weight,” never understanding, never ever empathizing.

So I asked a woman to come up and pick up the pack. She gasped when she tried, of course, and she barely got it off the ground. So I told her to crouch down and I put the pack on her thighs so that she could wrap her hands around it, and then I told her to stand up, helping her at the elbows. She laughed when she was all the way up, and then I told her to drop the back, which she gladly did, and it made a thud when it hit the gray carpeting so that everyone jumped. She sat back down; I picked up the backpack and put my arms through the straps.

“This is heavy,” I said, and we laughed. When I asked if anyone else wanted to try and pick it up they all shied back, laughing, looking away. I sat again and opened the pack and pulled out the yellow bags of sugar one at a time and lined them up on the riser.

“Sugar! Not-yet-completed cake!” We laughed. “How many people want to lose twenty-five pounds?” Everyone’s hands went up, of course.

“Of course! You have to want to lose fifty just to get in this class. This is just half of that–this is twenty-five pounds that you could not lift without great effort! Should I get another five bags so it meets the minimum of the classes’ desires?”

Everyone was quiet.

“Buy a backpack. Buy ten bags of sugar—granulated sugar of course.” We laughed some more. We had to; we had to laugh to do this at all. “Buy the backpack and fill it with ten five pound bags of sugar, and when someone tells you to give up, when you tell you to give up, when someone calls you a fool or says you’re insane for trying what you’ve already tried before and it clearly isn’t working, hand them the back pack—give your weight to them and tell them to carry it for a while. And then come to another class. Let them know that this time it’s different.”

“Persistent and determined remains crazy and foolish unless you keep going and succeed, but to keep going short of success is insanity. That’s where you come in. You believing in yourself is all that’s necessary for everything to work out. The others are just more grains of sugar you have to carry around.”

Why is it we praise the people who stay within our boundaries of expectation and understanding, but when someone pushes the envelope a bit, heads out toward Mach One on the meter, they’re crazy because they’re doing something we wouldn’t.

“Maybe people laugh at you because they know they do not have the determination and persistence you do to do what you’re doing, and they don’t have the vocabulary to tell you that. Don’t get upset, just keep emptying that backpack one bag of at a time.”

I have felt foolish lately and it has slowed down a project I am working on, and I thought of the members of the club, and I thought of Richard, the club owner who himself at one time needed to lose more than twenty bags of sugar, but he played the role of The Greater Fool, and he persisted to the point of insanity, until he crossed that thin line into “inspirational.”

There’s a thin line between so many things, but most allusive is the one between failure and unprecedented success. The problem is sometimes that line is so far ahead of us giving up seems not only easier, but logical. “No one would blame you if you just strapped the pack on and kept going; it’s easier than trying to empty the damn thing.”

But that’s why when we’re working on something you believe in that no one else does, something which everyone else might consider insane and foolish, it’s important not to look toward the distance for that line, but to look at the next step, then the next step, then the next one after that.

Flip Flops

This work was originally published in “Barely South Review” about twelve years ago. It has since been anthologized and often pops up around 911.

“Death plucks my ear and says, ‘Live. I am coming. Live now.'”

–Virgil

I went to the local hardware in Hartfield and bought a sickle—a huge rake-like piece of
steel only instead of a rake at the end there is a double-edged sharp, wavy blade made to rip
through branches, thick weeds and other bone-like growth. Eighteen dollars.

The front of my property is wooded, and on a few acres toward the river, I spent some
time clearing out brush and unwanted vines. I piled it up to haul away, but before that could
happen, other more tenacious weeds—small trees really—took over the area. Some I pulled out,
some I mowed, but I couldn’t grasp to tug out the tougher ones—so the sickle. One warm
morning while alone I put on shorts and flip flops, grabbed the sickle and walked the six hundred
of so feet through the woods to swing away at a small grove. None would rip out easily, so I
aimed for the fences, came down from my right with major-league force and tore through the
vines like an axe through balsa. I attacked one after another, muscles taught so that sweat came
fast, and I made progress. Then I stepped to swing at what looked like a thick, knotty growth at
the bottom of the stump. It was a Virginia creeper vine. Sometimes these monsters look rooted
but aren’t. But what do I know; I’m from New York. So I swung at it like A-Rod. The blade
passed through as if the weed were nothing more than a figment of my imagination, and with all
my energy plus a good deal of inertia, the metal blade ripped into my left ankle.

I like flip-flops. I grew up on the beaches from Long Island to Virginia, so I’ve been
wearing them since I’m a kid. I actually had one pair for ten years, sometimes rigged with a thick
paperclip to hold them together. My feet from April to October have a thick white stripe across
the tops seen only when my flip flops are off. I teach in them. I walk in them. I even mow the
lawn and chop wood in them. Despite what many have said, they are not the cause of the blade
Tarantino-ing my ankle. I don’t remember my foot slipping. I do remember almost not going out
to cut the underbrush to begin with because I couldn’t find my flip flops. What a different story
this would have been had I not come across them on the back porch.

When it happened, blood exploded like water in a hose that’s been held back by bending
and then released. My ankle, foot and flops looked as if dipped in bright red paint. I hobbled the
six hundred feet to the back of the house to wash off the wound, bandaged it, then went back out
to cut more wood; I was wired from adrenaline, my ankle didn’t hurt too badly, and to be honest
I had a lot to do.

That night I iced it. I kept it clean. I was fine. Really.

A week later my leg was pitting a bit when I pushed my thumb into my shin. Excess fluid
I figured. Prior to the whacking, I had been running up to eight miles a day, prepping for the
Rock and Roll Half, so one evening when I was feeling a bit more hyper than usual, and the
swelling moved to both legs—a feat I could not comprehend from injuring one ankle, but I don’t
have a medical degree—I stopped at Kroger and spotted a blood pressure machine. This can’t be
right, I thought, when the first reading came up 270 over 190. I did it two more times and both
readings came pretty close to the same. At the checkout I let them know the machine was
broken. We all laughed at my numbers—even the bagger laughed and put the laundry detergent
on top of the bread. It was that funny.

The next day, worried about my ankle, I washed off my flip flops and went to the doctor.
He took my blood pressure. Again. Again. He asked why I was stupid enough to wear flip flops
while doing yard work. I pointed out I wacked myself above where any shoe would have come
anyway. He asked if I were doing cocaine, heroin, or any other substance, asked if I had
shortness of breath, dizziness, if I had thrown up, fell down, or otherwise felt corpselike. He took
my blood pressure again. He asked how long I felt hyper. “Years,” I said, and he took my
pressure again. Then he sent me to the emergency room. Average BP—260 over 175.
Tests. IVs. Tests. On and on it went for several hours. Nurses came, two doctors stopped
by, some punk there to visit a friend who had overdosed came by to check out my vitals because
my blood pressure was the talk of the ward. The nurses upped the meds. Finally the doctors said
based upon my blood vessels behind my eyes and various tests, my blood pressure had
apparently been that high for probably some years, and that if it wasn’t for the fact I’m totally
healthy otherwise with excellent results from blood and other tests, I’d have had a major stroke.

I asked the cause. The doctor shrugged. Genetics; in a high stress situation for far too
long; a combination, he said. They brought it down to 190 over 95 and sent me home with meds
to bring it back to normal. They told me to keep exercising and that because of my medicines I
could do the marathon, but to be clear, I’m going to be very weak for awhile until I adjust to a
life where I’m not pumped on triple doses of double shots coursing through my veins.

A few weeks later at a follow up where my pressure was at 110 over 70 the doctor told
me in complete agreement with the cardiologist and another doctor, had I not gone in, I’d have
most likely had a major stroke trying to run the half, and probably would be dead. I asked why I
didn’t have one while doing the eight miles a day prior to the Great Sickle Incident, and he was
quite professional about it: I don’t know, he said. I really don’t know. You should have. Good
thing you wacked your ankle, he said.

Yeah, thank God I wacked my ankle. And I thought how often that happens. Good thing I went back for the keys. Good thing I stopped for coffee. Good thing you kept me on the phone, or I’d have been at that intersection just at that moment.

“Good thing I watched Monday Night football on the 10th and overslept: I work on the
85th floor and I’d have been right there,” the stock broker said in the street to the television crew.
As the towers tumbled, he counted his blessings.

Good thing Larry Silverstein, owner of the lease of the World Trade Centers, has a wife
who made him go to his dermatologist appointment that morning instead of yet another meeting
in the North Tower.

Good thing Chef Michael Lomanoco of “Windows on the World” broke his glasses and
had to stop at Lenscrafters that morning to get them fixed.

Good thing Lara Clarke stopped to talk to her friend, actress Gwyneth Paltrow, in a
chance meeting down in the village that morning making her late for her job on the 77th floor.

Thank God singer Patti Austin, booked on flight 93, had to leave Boston a day early
because her mother had a stroke and she had to get back to San Francisco on the 10th instead. “I
went back and forth all day about when to leave,” she said.Thank God actress Julie Stoffer and her boyfriend had a wailing fight that morning and
she missed Flight 11.

Actor Mark Wahlburg is still haunted by that same Flight 11 to LA, which he missed at
the last minute when an 11th hour invitation to a film festival sent him to Toronto instead. He has
nightmares thinking about who took his place on the flight. He would have been sitting next to
Family Guy creator Seth McFarland who also missed that flight when his manager gave him the
wrong boarding time and he was fifteen minutes late. He, too, still has bad dreams, he says. But
thank God, he says.

It’s chance. It’s the phone call, the caught light, the traffic backup. It’s changing your mind. It’s
sticking to the plan. It’s oversleeping, insomnia, an upset stomach. It’s a few seconds. It’s the
wrong shoes. It’s the stroke of luck.

In Memoriam

These are the nearly 3,000 names as they appear inscribed in bronze on the Memorial. Every name can be located by the panel on which it is inscribed. A panel address is comprised of the letter N or S (N for north pool, S for south pool) followed by a number 1 through 76.

A

Gordon M. Aamoth, Jr. S-49
Edelmiro Abad S-40
Marie Rose Abad S-34
Andrew Anthony Abate N-57
Vincent Paul Abate N-57
Laurence Christopher Abel N-32
Alona Abraham S-4
William F. Abrahamson N-7
Richard Anthony Aceto N-4
Heinrich Bernhard Ackermann S-55
Paul Acquaviva N-37
Christian Adams S-68
Donald LaRoy Adams N-55
Patrick Adams S-45
Shannon Lewis Adams N-49
Stephen George Adams N-70
Ignatius Udo Adanga N-71
Christy A. Addamo N-8
Terence Edward Adderley, Jr. N-58
Sophia B. Addo N-68
Lee Adler N-37
Daniel Thomas Afflitto N-25
Emmanuel Akwasi Afuakwah N-71
Alok Agarwal N-36
Mukul Kumar Agarwala S-43
Joseph Agnello S-11
David Scott Agnes N-47
Joao Alberto da Fonseca Aguiar, Jr. S-34
Brian G. Ahearn S-13
Jeremiah Joseph Ahern S-47
Joanne Marie Ahladiotis N-37
Shabbir Ahmed N-70
Terrance Andre Aiken N-17
Godwin O. Ajala S-65
Trudi M. Alagero N-5
Andrew Alameno N-52
Margaret Ann Alario S-63
Gary M. Albero S-63
Jon Leslie Albert N-7
Peter Craig Alderman N-21
Jacquelyn Delaine Aldridge- Frederick N-10
David D. Alger N-59
Ernest Alikakos S-47
Edward L. Allegretto N-40
Eric Allen S-21
Joseph Ryan Allen N-41
Richard Dennis Allen S-21
Richard L. Allen N-19
Christopher E. Allingham N-42
Anna S. W. Allison N-2
Janet Marie Alonso N-5
Anthony Alvarado N-23
Antonio Javier Alvarez N-70
Victoria Alvarez-Brito N-8
Telmo E. Alvear N-71
Cesar Amoranto Alviar N-16
Tariq Amanullah S-42
Angelo Amaranto N-64
James M. Amato S-7
Joseph Amatuccio S-24
Paul W. Ambrose S-70
Christopher Charles Amoroso S-28
Craig Scott Amundson S-74
Kazuhiro Anai N-63
Calixto Anaya, Jr. S-21
Joseph P. Anchundia S-52
Kermit Charles Anderson N-9
Yvette Constance Anderson S-48
John Jack Andreacchio S-44
Michael Rourke Andrews N-53
Jean Ann Andrucki N-66
Siew-Nya Ang N-5
Joseph Angelini, Sr. S-9
Joseph John Angelini, Jr. S-9
David Lawrence Angell N-1
Mary Lynn Edwards Angell N-1
Laura Angilletta N-32
Doreen J. Angrisani N-15
Lorraine Antigua N-53
Seima David Aoyama N-2
Peter Paul Apollo N-26
Faustino Apostol, Jr. S-6
Frank Thomas Aquilino N-39
Patrick Michael Aranyos S-30
David Gregory Arce S-13
Michael George Arczynski S-54
Louis Arena S-5
Barbara Jean Arestegui N-74
Adam P. Arias S-31
Michael J. Armstrong N-43
Jack Charles Aron N-4
Joshua Todd Aron N-42
Richard Avery Aronow N-66
Myra Joy Aronson N-74
Japhet Jesse Aryee S-48
Carl Francis Asaro S-10
Michael A. Asciak N-63
Michael Edward Asher N-36
Janice Marie Ashley N-58
Thomas J. Ashton N-19
Manuel O. Asitimbay N-68
Gregg A. Atlas S-5
Gerald Thomas Atwood S-11
James Audiffred N-64
Louis F. Aversano, Jr. S-58
Ezra Aviles N-65
Sandy Ayala N-70

B

Arlene T. Babakitis N-66
Eustace R. Bacchus N-71
John J. Badagliacca N-52
Jane Ellen Baeszler N-43
Robert J. Baierwalter S-63
Andrew J. Bailey N-12
Brett T. Bailey S-31
Garnet Ace Bailey S-3
Tatyana Bakalinskaya N-17
Michael S. Baksh N-16
Sharon M. Balkcom N-7
Michael Andrew Bane N-14
Katherine Bantis N-12
Gerard Baptiste S-14
Walter Baran S-40
Gerard A. Barbara S-18
Paul Vincent Barbaro N-36
James William Barbella S-26
Victor Daniel Barbosa S-37
Christine Johnna Barbuto N-1
Colleen Ann Barkow N-32
David Michael Barkway N-42
Matthew Barnes S-21
Melissa Rose Barnes S-72
Sheila Patricia Barnes S-58
Evan Jay Baron N-60
Renee Barrett-Arjune N-48
Arthur Thaddeus Barry S-20
Diane G. Barry S-56
Maurice Vincent Barry S-28
Scott D. Bart N-9
Carlton W. Bartels N-50
Guy Barzvi N-48
Inna B. Basina N-48
Alysia Christine Burton Basmajian N-47
Kenneth William Basnicki N-21
Steven Joseph Bates S-6
Paul James Battaglia N-4
W. David Bauer N-37
Ivhan Luis Carpio Bautista N-69
Marlyn Capito Bautista N-6
Mark Lawrence Bavis S-3
Jasper Baxter S-45
Lorraine G. Bay S-67
Michele Beale N-20
Todd M. Beamer S-68
Paul Frederick Beatini S-63
Jane S. Beatty N-9
Alan Anthony Beaven S-67
Lawrence Ira Beck N-31
Manette Marie Beckles S-42
Carl John Bedigian S-21
Michael Ernest Beekman S-48
Maria A. Behr N-27
Max J. Beilke S-1
Yelena Belilovsky N-61
Nina Patrice Bell N-8
Debbie S. Bellows N-37
Stephen Elliot Belson S-17
Paul M. Benedetti S-62
Denise Lenore Benedetto S-60
Bryan Craig Bennett N-55
Eric L. Bennett N-65
Oliver Bennett N-20
Margaret L. Benson N-66
Dominick J. Berardi N-31
James Patrick Berger S-56
Steven Howard Berger S-48
John P. Bergin S-6
Alvin Bergsohn N-25
Daniel David Bergstein N-66
Graham Andrew Berkeley S-3
Michael J. Berkeley N-67
Donna M. Bernaerts N-16
David W. Bernard S-66
William H. Bernstein N-56
David M. Berray N-20
David Shelby Berry S-36
Joseph John Berry S-36
William Reed Bethke N-10
Yeneneh Betru S-69
Timothy D. Betterly N-41
Carolyn Mayer Beug N-1
Edward Frank Beyea N-65
Paul Michael Beyer S-14
Anil Tahilram Bharvaney N-22
Bella J. Bhukhan N-49
Shimmy D. Biegeleisen S-42
Peter Alexander Bielfeld S-18
William G. Biggart S-66
Brian Eugene Bilcher S-14
Mark Bingham S-67
Carl Vincent Bini S-6
Gary Eugene Bird N-13
Joshua David Birnbaum N-42
George John Bishop S-59
Kris Romeo Bishundat S-72
Jeffrey Donald Bittner S-35
Albert Balewa Blackman, Jr. N-48
Christopher Joseph Blackwell S-15
Carrie Rosetta Blagburn S-1
Susan Leigh Blair S-56
Harry Blanding, Jr. S-62
Janice Lee Blaney N-16
Craig Michael Blass N-28
Rita Blau S-41
Richard Middleton Blood, Jr. S-62
Michael Andrew Boccardi N-59
John Paul Bocchi N-46
Michael L. Bocchino S-19
Susan M. Bochino S-62
Deora Frances Bodley S-68
Bruce Douglas Boehm N-41
Mary Catherine Murphy Boffa N-3
Nicholas Andrew Bogdan N-13
Darren Christopher Bohan S-56
Lawrence Francis Boisseau S-23
Vincent M. Boland, Jr. N-10
Touri Hamzavi Bolourchi S-4
Alan Bondarenko S-65
Andre Bonheur, Jr. N-58
Colin Arthur Bonnett N-14
Frank J. Bonomo S-12
Yvonne Lucia Bonomo N-18
Sean Booker, Sr. N-19
Kelly Ann Booms N-1
Canfield D. Boone S-74
Mary Jane Booth S-69
Sherry Ann Bordeaux S-42
Krystine Bordenabe S-34
Jerry J. Borg S-66
Martin Michael Boryczewski N-26
Richard Edward Bosco N-58
Klaus Bothe S-3
Carol Marie Bouchard N-75
J. Howard Boulton S-31
Francisco Eligio Bourdier S-38
Thomas Harold Bowden, Jr. N-26
Donna M. Bowen S-75
Kimberly S. Bowers N-36
Veronique Nicole Bowers N-70
Larry Bowman S-65
Shawn Edward Bowman, Jr. N-49
Kevin L. Bowser N-16
Gary R. Box S-6
Gennady Boyarsky N-18
Pamela Boyce N-58
Allen P. Boyle S-73
Michael Boyle S-13
Alfred J. Braca N-41
Sandra Conaty Brace N-18
Kevin Hugh Bracken S-15
Sandy Waugh Bradshaw S-67
David Brian Brady N-22
Alexander Braginsky N-22
Nicholas W. Brandemarti S-33
Daniel Raymond Brandhorst S-4
David Reed Gamboa Brandhorst S-4
Michelle Renee Bratton N-34
Patrice Braut N-10
Lydia Estelle Bravo N-11
Ronald Michael Breitweiser S-42
Edward A. Brennan III N-53
Frank H. Brennan N-55
Michael E. Brennan S-10
Peter Brennan S-8
Thomas More Brennan S-52
Daniel J. Brethel S-17
Gary Lee Bright S-64
Jonathan Eric Briley N-68
Mark A. Brisman S-45
Paul Gary Bristow N-20
Marion R. Britton S-67
Mark Francis Broderick N-28
Herman Charles Broghammer S-58
Keith A. Broomfield N-64
Bernard C. Brown II S-70
Janice Juloise Brown N-11
Lloyd Stanford Brown N-29
Patrick John Brown S-8
Bettina B. Browne-Radburn S-61
Mark Bruce S-52
Richard George Bruehert N-5
Andrew Brunn S-6
Vincent Edward Brunton S-20
Ronald Bucca S-14
Brandon J. Buchanan N-29
Greg J. Buck S-12
Dennis Buckley N-43
Nancy Clare Bueche S-61
Patrick Joseph Buhse N-53
John Edward Bulaga, Jr. N-34
Stephen Bruce Bunin N-37
Christopher L. Burford S-71
Matthew J. Burke N-29
Thomas Daniel Burke N-54
William Francis Burke, Jr. S-18
Charles F. Burlingame III S-69
Thomas E. Burnett, Jr. S-68
Donald J. Burns S-18
Kathleen Anne Burns S-43
Keith James Burns N-28
John Patrick Burnside S-12
Irina Buslo S-44
Milton G. Bustillo N-34
Thomas M. Butler S-7
Patrick Dennis Byrne S-8
Timothy G. Byrne S-50

C

Daniel M. Caballero S-72
Jesus Neptali Cabezas N-68
Lillian Caceres N-4
Brian Joseph Cachia N-34
Steven Dennis Cafiero, Jr. S-55
Richard Michael Caggiano N-26
Cecile Marella Caguicla N-7
John Brett Cahill S-3
Michael John Cahill N-11
Scott Walter Cahill N-42
Thomas Joseph Cahill N-40
George C. Cain S-20
Salvatore B. Calabro S-8
Joseph M. Calandrillo N-18
Philip V. Calcagno N-15
Edward Calderon S-26
Jose O. Calderon-Olmedo S-74
Kenneth Marcus Caldwell N-65
Dominick E. Calia N-43
Felix Bobby Calixte N-73
Francis Joseph Callahan S-17
Liam Callahan S-29
Suzanne M. Calley S-71
Gino Luigi Calvi N-51
Roko Camaj S-37
Michael F. Cammarata S-15
David Otey Campbell S-34
Geoffrey Thomas Campbell N-22
Robert Arthur Campbell S-44
Sandra Patricia Campbell N-37
Sean Thomas Canavan S-64
John A. Candela N-26
Vincent A. Cangelosi N-41
Stephen J. Cangialosi N-43
Lisa Bella Cannava N-58
Brian Cannizzaro S-8
Michael R. Canty N-61
Louis Anthony Caporicci N-53
Jonathan Neff Cappello N-52
James Christopher Cappers N-15
Richard Michael Caproni N-10
Jose Manuel Cardona N-62
Dennis M. Carey, Sr. S-7
Edward Carlino N-11
Michael Scott Carlo S-12
David G. Carlone S-63
Rosemarie C. Carlson N-67
Mark Stephen Carney N-65
Joyce Ann Carpeneto N-72
Jeremy Caz Carrington N-45
Michael T. Carroll S-8
Peter J. Carroll S-6
James Joseph Carson, Jr. N-35
Christoffer Mikael Carstanjen S-3
Angelene C. Carter S-76
James Marcel Cartier S-64
Sharon Ann Carver S-1
Vivian Casalduc N-65
John Francis Casazza N-52
Paul Regan Cascio S-30
Neilie Anne Heffernan Casey N-75
William Joseph Cashman S-68
Thomas Anthony Casoria S-18
William Otto Caspar N-13
Alejandro Castaño S-38
Arcelia Castillo N-5
Leonard M. Castrianno N-44
Jose Ramon Castro N-23
William E. Caswell S-70
Richard G. Catarelli N-9
Christopher Sean Caton N-54
Robert John Caufield N-19
Mary Teresa Caulfield N-9
Judson Cavalier S-52
Michael Joseph Cawley S-11
Jason David Cayne N-43
Juan Armando Ceballos S-37
Marcia G. Cecil-Carter N-63
Jason Michael Cefalu N-56
Thomas Joseph Celic N-12
Ana Mercedes Centeno N-14
Joni Cesta S-38
John J. Chada S-1
Jeffrey Marc Chairnoff S-51
Swarna Chalasani S-42
William A. Chalcoff N-16
Eli Chalouh S-48
Charles Lawrence Chan N-44
Mandy Chang S-44
Rosa Maria Chapa S-71
Mark Lawrence Charette N-4
David M. Charlebois S-69
Gregorio Manuel Chavez N-70
Pedro Francisco Checo S-39
Douglas MacMillan Cherry S-60
Stephen Patrick Cherry N-26
Vernon Paul Cherry S-11
Nestor Julio Chevalier, Jr. N-33
Swede Joseph Chevalier N-28
Alexander H. Chiang N-10
Dorothy J. Chiarchiaro N-58
Luis Alfonso Chimbo N-70
Robert Chin S-39
Eddie Wing-Wai Ching N-23
Nicholas Paul Chiofalo S-7
John G. Chipura S-21
Peter A. Chirchirillo N-5
Catherine Ellen Chirls N-55
Kyung Hee Casey Cho N-14
Abul K. Chowdhury N-36
Mohammad Salahuddin Chowdhury N-67
Kirsten Lail Christophe S-54
Pamela Chu N-29
Steven Paul Chucknick S-31
Wai Ching Chung S-53
Christopher Ciafardini N-60
Alex F. Ciccone N-8
Frances Ann Cilente N-37
Elaine Cillo N-6
Edna Cintron N-12
Nestor Andre Cintron III N-44
Robert D. Cirri, Sr. S-29
Juan Pablo Cisneros N-52
Benjamin Keefe Clark S-39
Eugene Clark S-56
Gregory Alan Clark N-31
Mannie Leroy Clark N-10
Sara M. Clark S-70
Thomas R. Clark S-51
Christopher Robert Clarke S-50
Donna Marie Clarke N-14
Michael J. Clarke S-16
Suria Rachel Emma Clarke N-34
Kevin Francis Cleary S-32
James D. Cleere N-5
Geoffrey W. Cloud N-47
Susan Marie Clyne N-8
Steven Coakley S-13
Jeffrey Alan Coale N-69
Patricia A. Cody N-8
Daniel Michael Coffey N-5
Jason Matthew Coffey N-5
Florence G. Cohen S-47
Kevin S. Cohen N-33
Anthony Joseph Coladonato N-36
Mark Joseph Colaio N-42
Stephen J. Colaio N-42
Christopher Michael Colasanti N-53
Kevin Nathaniel Colbert S-35
Michel P. Colbert N-52
Keith E. Coleman N-30
Scott Thomas Coleman N-30
Tarel Coleman S-23
Liam Joseph Colhoun N-73
Robert D. Colin S-61
Robert J. Coll S-31
Jean Marie Collin S-63
John Michael Collins S-22
Michael L. Collins N-36
Thomas Joseph Collins S-50
Joseph Kent Collison N-72
Jeffrey Dwayne Collman N-74
Patricia Malia Colodner N-6
Linda M. Colon N-3
Sol E. Colon S-58
Ronald Edward Comer N-11
Jaime Concepcion N-70
Albert Conde S-63
Denease Conley S-65
Susan P. Conlon N-73
Margaret Mary Conner N-31
Cynthia Marie Lise Connolly S-56
John E. Connolly, Jr. S-32
James Lee Connor S-50
Jonathan M. Connors N-25
Kevin Patrick Connors S-30
Kevin F. Conroy N-4
Brenda E. Conway N-12
Dennis Michael Cook N-40
Helen D. Cook N-72
Jeffrey W. Coombs N-2
John A. Cooper S-49
Julian T. Cooper S-73
Joseph John Coppo, Jr. N-43
Gerard J. Coppola N-63
Joseph Albert Corbett N-53
John J. Corcoran III S-4
Alejandro Cordero N-6
Robert Joseph Cordice S-7
Ruben D. Correa S-9
Danny A. Correa-Gutierrez N-7
Georgine Rose Corrigan S-68
James J. Corrigan, Ret. S-5
Carlos Cortés-Rodriguez S-65
Kevin Michael Cosgrove S-60
Dolores Marie Costa N-58
Digna Alexandra Costanza N-13
Charles Gregory Costello, Jr. N-64
Michael S. Costello N-26
Asia S. Cottom S-70
Conrod Kofi Cottoy, Sr. N-62
Martin John Coughlan S-64
John G. Coughlin S-23
Timothy J. Coughlin N-54
James E. Cove S-59
Andre Colin Cox N-23
Frederick John Cox S-50
James Raymond Coyle S-7
Michele Coyle-Eulau N-11
Christopher Seton Cramer S-42
Eric A. Cranford S-72
Denise Elizabeth Crant N-10
James Leslie Crawford, Jr. N-27
Robert James Crawford S-18
Tara Kathleen Creamer N-75
Joanne Mary Cregan N-37
Lucia Crifasi N-18
John A. Crisci S-8
Daniel Hal Crisman N-15
Dennis A. Cross S-6
Kevin R. Crotty S-52
Thomas G. Crotty S-53
John R. Crowe S-55
Welles Remy Crowther S-50
Robert L. Cruikshank N-58
John Robert Cruz N-49
Grace Alegre Cua S-39
Kenneth John Cubas S-43
Francisco Cruz Cubero S-65
Thelma Cuccinello N-1
Richard Joseph Cudina N-51
Neil James Cudmore N-20
Thomas Patrick Cullen III S-13
Joan Cullinan N-31
Joyce Rose Cummings S-39
Brian Thomas Cummins N-27
Michael Joseph Cunningham S-31
Robert Curatolo S-19
Laurence Damian Curia N-41
Paul Dario Curioli S-63
Patrick Joseph Currivan N-74
Beverly L. Curry N-35
Andrew Peter Charles Curry Green N-1
Michael Sean Curtin S-24
Patricia Cushing S-67
Gavin Cushny N-31

D

Caleb Arron Dack N-21
Carlos S. da Costa S-25
Jason M. Dahl S-67
Brian Paul Dale N-76
John D’Allara S-24
Vincent Gerard D’Amadeo N-32
Thomas A. Damaskinos N-32
Jack L. D’Ambrosi, Jr. N-45
Jeannine Damiani-Jones N-42
Manuel João DaMota N-71
Patrick W. Danahy S-40
Mary D’Antonio N-6
Vincent G. Danz S-24
Dwight Donald Darcy N-66
Elizabeth Ann Darling N-12
Annette Andrea Dataram N-69
Edward A. D’Atri S-6
Michael D. D’Auria S-16
Lawrence Davidson S-62
Michael Allen Davidson N-30
Scott Matthew Davidson S-10
Titus Davidson S-46
Niurka Davila N-66
Ada M. Davis S-75
Clinton Davis, Sr. S-28
Wayne Terrial Davis N-21
Anthony Richard Dawson N-22
Calvin Dawson S-32
Edward James Day S-15
William Thomas Dean N-11
Robert J. DeAngelis, Jr. S-64
Thomas Patrick DeAngelis S-16
Dorothy Alma de Araujo S-4
Ana Gloria Pocasangre Debarrera S-2
Tara E. Debek N-9
James D. Debeuneure S-70
Anna M. DeBin N-47
James V. DeBlase, Jr. N-51
Jayceryll Malabuyoc de Chavez S-40
Paul DeCola N-36
Gerald F. DeConto S-72
Simon Marash Dedvukaj N-64
Jason Christopher DeFazio N-40
David A. DeFeo S-49
Jennifer De Jesus S-46
Monique Effie DeJesus N-29
Nereida De Jesus S-60
Emy De La Peña S-40
Donald Arthur Delapenha S-36 
Azucena Maria de la Torre N-47
Vito Joseph DeLeo N-63
Danielle Anne Delie N-3
Joseph A. Della Pietra N-40
Andrea DellaBella S-58
Palmina DelliGatti N-4
Colleen Ann Deloughery S-59
Joseph DeLuca S-68
Manuel Del Valle, Jr. S-16
Francis Albert De Martini S-27
Anthony Demas S-55
Martin N. DeMeo S-9
Francis Deming N-17
Carol Keyes Demitz S-42
Kevin Dennis N-44
Thomas Francis Dennis, Sr. N-56
Jean C. DePalma N-12
Jose Nicolas De Pena N-69
Robert John Deraney N-21
Michael DeRienzo N-53
David Paul DeRubbio S-14
Jemal Legesse DeSantis N-58
Christian Louis DeSimone N-4
Edward DeSimone III N-53
Andrew J. Desperito S-18
Michael Jude D’Esposito N-6
Cindy Ann Deuel N-59
Melanie Louise de Vere N-20
Jerry DeVito N-60
Robert P. Devitt, Jr. N-32
Dennis Lawrence Devlin S-15
Gerard P. Dewan S-8
Sulemanali Kassamali Dhanani S-53
Michael Louis DiAgostino N-49
Matthew Diaz N-24
Nancy Diaz N-70
Obdulio Ruiz Diaz N-71
Michael A. Diaz-Piedra III N-72
Judith Berquis Diaz-Sierra S-40
Patricia Florence Di Chiaro N-8
Rodney Dickens S-70
Jerry D. Dickerson S-74
Joseph Dermot Dickey, Jr. N-46
Lawrence Patrick Dickinson N-67
Michael D. Diehl S-40
John Difato N-58
Vincent Francis DiFazio N-55
Carl Anthony DiFranco N-4
Donald Joseph DiFranco N-64 
John DiGiovanni N-73
Eddie A. Dillard S-70
Debra Ann Di Martino S-36
David DiMeglio N-2
Stephen Patrick Dimino N-53
William John Dimmling N-12
Christopher More Dincuff N-60
Jeffrey Mark Dingle N-21
Rena Sam Dinnoo N-12
Anthony Dionisio N-33
George DiPasquale S-17
Joseph Di Pilato S-46
Douglas Frank DiStefano N-49
Donald Americo DiTullio N-75
Ramzi A. Doany N-14
Johnnie Doctor, Jr. S-72
John Joseph Doherty S-60
Melissa Cándida Doi S-46
Brendan Dolan N-61
Robert E. Dolan, Jr. S-73
Neil Matthew Dollard N-40
James Domanico S-48
Benilda Pascua Domingo S-37
Alberto Dominguez N-2
Carlos Dominguez N-3
Jerome Mark Patrick Dominguez S-25
Kevin W. Donnelly S-6
Jacqueline Donovan S-33
William H. Donovan S-73
Stephen Scott Dorf S-32
Thomas Dowd N-55
Kevin Christopher Dowdell S-11
Mary Yolanda Dowling S-59
Raymond Matthew Downey, Sr. S-9
Frank Joseph Doyle S-34
Joseph Michael Doyle N-33
Randall L. Drake S-38
Patrick Joseph Driscoll S-68
Stephen Patrick Driscoll S-24
Charles A. Droz III S-70
Mirna A. Duarte N-16
Luke A. Dudek N-70
Christopher Michael Duffy S-35
Gerard J. Duffy S-10
Michael Joseph Duffy S-35
Thomas W. Duffy N-4
Antoinette Duger N-72
Jackie Sayegh Duggan N-69
Sareve Dukat S-48
Patrick Dunn S-72
Felicia Gail Dunn-Jones S-66
Christopher Joseph Dunne N-13
Richard Anthony Dunstan S-59
Patrick Thomas Dwyer N-25 

E

Joseph Anthony Eacobacci N-50
John Bruce Eagleson S-66
Edward T. Earhart S-72
Robert Douglas Eaton N-46
Dean Phillip Eberling S-33
Margaret Ruth Echtermann S-48
Paul Robert Eckna N-28
Constantine Economos S-51
Barbara G. Edwards S-70
Dennis Michael Edwards N-54
Michael Hardy Edwards S-50
Christine Egan S-53
Lisa Erin Egan N-49
Martin J. Egan, Jr. S-11
Michael Egan S-53
Samantha Martin Egan N-49
Carole Eggert N-6
Lisa Caren Ehrlich S-62
John Ernst Eichler N-71
Eric Adam Eisenberg S-58
Daphne Ferlinda Elder N-8
Michael J. Elferis S-18
Mark Joseph Ellis S-25
Valerie Silver Ellis N-25
Albert Alfy William Elmarry N-36
Robert R. Elseth S-73
Edgar Hendricks Emery, Jr. S-41
Doris Suk-Yuen Eng N-70
Christopher Epps N-6
Ulf Ramm Ericson S-65
Erwin L. Erker N-5
William John Erwin N-46
Sarah Ali Escarcega N-20
Jose Espinal S-66
Fanny Espinoza N-47
Billy Scoop Esposito N-40
Bridget Ann Esposito N-18
Francis Esposito S-7
Michael A. Esposito S-7
Ruben Esquilin, Jr. S-39
Sadie Ette N-69
Barbara G. Etzold N-59
Eric Brian Evans S-59
Robert Edward Evans S-15
Meredith Emily June Ewart S-54

F

Catherine K. Fagan N-13
Patricia Mary Fagan S-55
Ivan Kyrillos Fairbanks-Barbosa N-43
Keith George Fairben S-26
Sandra Fajardo-Smith N-7
Charles S. Falkenberg S-69
Dana Falkenberg S-69
Zoe Falkenberg S-69
Jamie L. Fallon S-72
William F. Fallon N-65
William Lawrence Fallon, Jr. N-37
Anthony J. Fallone, Jr. N-51
Dolores Brigitte Fanelli N-5
Robert John Fangman S-2
John Joseph Fanning S-11
Kathleen Anne Faragher N-22
Thomas James Farino S-19
Nancy C. Doloszycki Farley N-18
Paige Marie Farley-Hackel N-75
Elizabeth Ann Farmer N-47
Douglas Jon Farnum N-10
John Gerard Farrell N-53
John W. Farrell S-51
Terrence Patrick Farrell S-11
Joseph D. Farrelly S-22
Thomas Patrick Farrelly N-17
Syed Abdul Fatha S-49
Christopher Edward Faughnan N-54
Wendy R. Faulkner S-61
Shannon Marie Fava N-35
Bernard D. Favuzza N-42
Robert Fazio, Jr. S-24
Ronald Carl Fazio, Sr. S-60
William M. Feehan S-18
Francis Jude Feely N-7
Garth Erin Feeney N-21
Sean Bernard Fegan N-60
Lee S. Fehling S-7
Peter Adam Feidelberg S-54
Alan D. Feinberg S-10
Rosa Maria Feliciano N-15
Edward P. Felt S-68
Edward Thomas Fergus, Jr. N-41
George J. Ferguson III S-37
J. Joseph Ferguson S-69
Henry Fernandez N-70
Judy Hazel Santillan Fernandez N-36
Julio Fernandez S-45
Elisa Giselle Ferraina N-20
Anne Marie Sallerin Ferreira N-44
Robert John Ferris S-60
David Francis Ferrugio N-56
Louis V. Fersini, Jr. N-43
Michael David Ferugio S-63
Bradley James Fetchet S-35
Jennifer Louise Fialko S-59
Kristen Nicole Fiedel N-6
Amelia V. Fields S-75
Samuel Fields S-65
Alexander Milan Filipov N-2
Michael Bradley Finnegan N-45
Timothy J. Finnerty N-52
Michael C. Fiore S-5
Stephen J. Fiorelli N-66
Paul M. Fiori N-24
John B. Fiorito N-41
John R. Fischer S-13
Andrew Fisher N-22
Bennett Lawson Fisher S-40
Gerald P. Fisher S-75
John Roger Fisher N-66
Thomas J. Fisher S-41
Lucy A. Fishman S-61
Ryan D. Fitzgerald S-40
Thomas James Fitzpatrick S-52
Richard P. Fitzsimons S-23
Salvatore Fiumefreddo N-24
Darlene E. Flagg S-70
Wilson F. Flagg S-70
Christina Donovan Flannery S-50
Eileen Flecha S-41
Andre G. Fletcher S-7
Carl M. Flickinger N-40
Matthew M. Flocco S-72
John Joseph Florio S-22
Joseph Walkden Flounders S-32
Carol Ann Flyzik N-1
David Fodor S-41
Michael N. Fodor S-11
Stephen Mark Fogel N-47
Thomas J. Foley S-16
Jane C. Folger S-67
David J. Fontana S-6
Chih Min Foo S-44
Delrose E. Forbes Cheatham N-48
Godwin Forde S-46
Donald A. Foreman S-27
Christopher Hugh Forsythe N-44
Claudia Alicia Foster N-56
Noel John Foster S-62
Sandra N. Foster S-71
Ana Fosteris S-61
Robert Joseph Foti S-20
Jeffrey Fox S-35
Virginia Elizabeth Fox N-10
Pauline Francis N-24
Virgin Lucy Francis N-69
Gary Jay Frank S-58
Morton H. Frank N-26
Peter Christopher Frank N-59
Colleen L. Fraser S-68
Richard K. Fraser S-59
Kevin J. Frawley S-33
Clyde Frazier, Jr. S-27
Lillian Inez Frederick S-58
Andrew Fredericks S-21
Tamitha Freeman S-58
Brett Owen Freiman S-46
Peter L. Freund S-7
Arlene Eva Fried N-46
Alan W. Friedlander S-58
Andrew Keith Friedman N-59
Paul J. Friedman N-75
Gregg J. Froehner S-29
Lisa Anne Frost S-3
Peter Christian Fry S-32
Clement A. Fumando N-33
Steven Elliot Furman N-50
Paul James Furmato N-26
Karleton Douglas Beye Fyfe N-1
G Fredric Neal Gabler N-26
Richard Peter Gabriel S-70
Richard S. Gabrielle S-55
James Andrew Gadiel N-31
Pamela Lee Gaff S-55
Ervin Vincent Gailliard S-66
Deanna Lynn Galante and her
unborn child N-37
Grace Catherine Galante N-37
Anthony Edward Gallagher N-50
Daniel James Gallagher N-28
John Patrick Gallagher N-49
Lourdes J. Galletti N-47
Cono E. Gallo N-61
Vincent Gallucci N-5
Thomas E. Galvin N-39
Giovanna Galletta Gambale N-34
Thomas Gambino, Jr. S-15
Giann F. Gamboa S-37
Ronald L. Gamboa S-4
Peter James Ganci, Jr. S-17
Michael Gann N-20
Charles William Garbarini S-12
Andrew Sonny Garcia S-68
Cesar R. Garcia N-5
David Garcia N-17
Jorge Luis Morron Garcia S-65
Juan Garcia N-23
Marlyn Del Carmen Garcia N-3
Christopher Samuel Gardner S-57
Douglas Benjamin Gardner N-38
Harvey Joseph Gardner III N-72
Jeffrey Brian Gardner N-4
Thomas A. Gardner S-8
William Arthur Gardner N-37
Frank Garfi N-25
Rocco Nino Gargano N-28
James M. Gartenberg N-64
Matthew David Garvey S-6
Bruce Gary S-15
Boyd Alan Gatton S-43
Donald Richard Gavagan, Jr. N-42
Peter Alan Gay N-2
Terence D. Gazzani N-51
Gary Paul Geidel S-10
Paul Hamilton Geier N-51
Julie M. Geis S-57
Peter Gerard Gelinas N-56
Steven Paul Geller N-29
Howard G. Gelling, Jr. S-51
Peter Victor Genco, Jr. N-41
Steven Gregory Genovese N-26
Alayne Gentul S-42
Linda M. George N-75
Edward F. Geraghty S-9
Suzanne Geraty N-35
Ralph Gerhardt N-45
Robert Gerlich N-18
Denis P. Germain S-16
Marina Romanovna Gertsberg N-48
Susan M. Getzendanner S-40
Lawrence D. Getzfred S-72
James G. Geyer N-55
Cortez Ghee S-75
Joseph M. Giaccone N-36
Vincent Francis Giammona S-6
Debra Lynn Gibbon S-54
James Andrew Giberson S-16
Brenda C. Gibson S-1
Craig Neil Gibson N-16
Ronnie E. Gies S-8
Andrew Clive Gilbert N-45
Timothy Paul Gilbert N-45
Paul Stuart Gilbey S-32
Paul John Gill S-9
Mark Y. Gilles N-50
Evan Hunter Gillette S-50
Ronald Lawrence Gilligan N-33
Rodney C. Gillis S-24
Laura Gilly N-35
John F. Ginley S-16
Donna Marie Giordano S-55
Jeffrey John Giordano S-8
John Giordano S-18
Steven A. Giorgetti N-13
Martin Giovinazzo N-3
Kum-Kum Girolamo S-54
Salvatore Gitto N-10
Cynthia Giugliano N-64
Mon Gjonbalaj S-37
Dianne Gladstone S-47
Keith Alexander Glascoe S-11
Thomas Irwin Glasser S-49
Edmund Glazer N-75
Harry Glenn N-16
Barry H. Glick N-66
Jeremy Logan Glick S-67
Steven Glick N-21
John T. Gnazzo N-32
William Robert Godshalk S-35
Michael Gogliormella N-35
Brian F. Goldberg S-42
Jeffrey G. Goldflam N-38
Michelle Goldstein S-62
Monica Goldstein N-48
Steven Ian Goldstein N-50
Ronald F. Golinski S-75
Andrew H. Golkin N-46
Dennis James Gomes S-43
Enrique Antonio Gomez N-68
Jose Bienvenido Gomez N-68
Manuel Gomez, Jr. S-44
Wilder Alfredo Gomez N-69
Jenine Nicole Gonzalez S-53
Mauricio Gonzalez S-64
Rosa J. Gonzalez N-66
Lynn Catherine Goodchild S-3
Calvin Joseph Gooding N-39
Peter Morgan Goodrich S-3
Harry Goody S-48
Kiran Kumar Reddy Gopu N-8
Catherine C. Gorayeb N-22
Lisa Fenn Gordenstein N-75
Kerene Gordon N-24
Sebastian Gorki S-38
Kieran Joseph Gorman S-36
Thomas Edward Gorman S-28
Michael Edward Gould N-25
O. Kristin Osterholm White Gould S-68
Douglas Alan Gowell S-4
Yuji Goya S-45
Jon Richard Grabowski N-15
Christopher Michael Grady N-46
Edwin J. Graf III N-41
David Martin Graifman S-34
Gilbert Franco Granados S-58
Lauren Catuzzi Grandcolas and
her unborn child S-68
Elvira Granitto N-64
Winston Arthur Grant N-65
Christopher S. Gray N-44
Ian J. Gray S-71
James Michael Gray S-13
Tara McCloud Gray N-72
John M. Grazioso N-25
Timothy George Grazioso N-25
Derrick Auther Green S-42
Wade B. Green N-23
Wanda Anita Green S-67
Elaine Myra Greenberg N-20
Donald Freeman Greene S-67
Gayle R. Greene N-9
James Arthur Greenleaf, Jr. N-62
Eileen Marsha Greenstein S-56
Elizabeth Martin Gregg N-59
Denise Marie Gregory N-63
Donald H. Gregory N-39
Florence Moran Gregory S-58
Pedro Grehan N-51
John Michael Griffin N-63
Tawanna Sherry Griffin N-23
Joan Donna Griffith S-39
Warren Grifka N-15
Ramon B. Grijalvo N-65
Joseph F. Grillo N-66
David Joseph Grimner N-12
Francis Edward Grogan S-4
Linda Gronlund S-68
Kenneth George Grouzalis S-25
Joseph Grzelak S-19
Matthew James Grzymalski N-54
Robert Joseph Gschaar S-53
Liming Gu N-3
Richard J. Guadagno S-67
Jose A. Guadalupe S-10
Cindy Yan Zhu Guan S-48
Geoffrey E. Guja S-12
Joseph P. Gullickson S-9
Babita Girjamatie Guman S-39
Douglas Brian Gurian N-39
Janet Ruth Gustafson S-61
Philip T. Guza S-53
Barbara Guzzardo S-55
Peter Mark Gyulavary S-65

H

Gary Robert Haag N-5
Andrea Lyn Haberman N-61
Barbara Mary Habib N-9
Philip Haentzler N-73
Nezam A. Hafiz N-6
Karen Elizabeth Hagerty S-54
Steven Michael Hagis N-55
Mary Lou Hague S-35
David Halderman S-21
Maile Rachel Hale N-21
Diane Hale-McKinzy S-1
Richard B. Hall S-54
Stanley R. Hall S-70
Vaswald George Hall N-67
Robert J. Halligan S-54
Vincent Gerard Halloran S-13
Carolyn B. Halmon S-75
James Douglas Halvorson N-0
Mohammad Salman Hamdani S-66
Felicia Hamilton S-41
Robert W. Hamilton S-12
Carl Max Hammond, Jr. S-3
Frederic K. Han N-46
Christopher James Hanley N-22
Sean S. Hanley S-12
Valerie Joan Hanna N-9
Thomas Paul Hannafin S-5
Kevin James Hannaford, Sr. N-50
Michael Lawrence Hannan N-10
Dana Rey Hannon S-19
Christine Lee Hanson S-4
Peter Burton Hanson S-4
Sue Kim Hanson S-4
Vassilios G. Haramis S-65
James A. Haran N-51
Gerald Francis Hardacre S-4
Jeffrey Pike Hardy N-24
T.J. Hargrave N-55
Daniel Edward Harlin S-16
Frances Haros S-35
Harvey L. Harrell S-5
Stephen G. Harrell S-5
Melissa Harrington-Hughes N-22
Aisha Ann Harris N-72
Stewart D. Harris N-47
John Patrick Hart S-39
Eric Hartono S-4
John Clinton Hartz S-43
Emeric Harvey N-67
Peter Paul Hashem N-2
Thomas Theodore Haskell, Jr. S-22
Timothy Shawn Haskell S-22
Joseph John Hasson III N-55
Leonard W. Hatton, Jr. S-26
Terence S. Hatton S-9
Michael Helmut Haub S-10
Timothy Aaron Haviland N-14
Donald G. Havlish, Jr. S-56
Anthony Maurice Hawkins N-31
Nobuhiro Hayatsu S-39
James Edward Hayden S-4
Robert Jay Hayes N-76
Philip T. Hayes, Ret. S-13
W. Ward Haynes N-49
Scott Jordan Hazelcorn N-54
Michael K. Healey S-12
Roberta B. Heber N-7
Charles Francis Xavier Heeran N-29
John F. Heffernan S-15
Michele M. Heidenberger S-69
Sheila M.S. Hein S-75
H. Joseph Heller, Jr. N-62
JoAnn L. Heltibridle N-14
Ronald John Hemenway S-71
Mark F. Hemschoot S-62
Ronnie Lee Henderson S-23
Brian Hennessey N-35
Edward R. Hennessy, Jr. N-76
Michelle Marie Henrique S-41
Joseph Patrick Henry S-10
William L. Henry, Jr. S-10
Catherina Henry-Robinson N-72
John Christopher Henwood N-52
Robert Allan Hepburn N-14
Mary Herencia S-55
Lindsay C. Herkness III S-46
Harvey Robert Hermer N-24
Norberto Hernandez N-68
Raul Hernandez N-31
Gary Herold S-58
Jeffrey Alan Hersch N-47
Thomas J. Hetzel S-17
Leon Bernard Heyward MC
Sundance S-36
Brian Christopher Hickey S-12
Enemencio Dario Hidalgo Cedeño N-69
Timothy Brian Higgins S-22
Robert D. W. Higley II S-59
Todd Russell Hill S-46
Clara Victorine Hinds N-69
Neal O. Hinds S-37
Mark Hindy N-25
Katsuyuki Hirai S-39
Heather Malia Ho N-70
Tara Yvette Hobbs S-59
Thomas Anderson Hobbs N-50
James J. Hobin N-9
Robert Wayne Hobson III N-49
DaJuan Hodges N-8
Ronald G. Hoerner S-65
Patrick A. Hoey N-66
John A. Hofer N-2
Marcia Hoffman N-36
Stephen Gerard Hoffman N-42
Frederick Joseph Hoffmann N-39
Michele L. Hoffmann N-39
Judith Florence Hofmiller N-16
Wallace Cole Hogan, Jr. S-74
Thomas Warren Hohlweck, Jr. S-60
Jonathan R. Hohmann S-8
Cora Hidalgo Holland N-2
John Holland N-70
Joseph F. Holland N-61
Jimmie I. Holley S-75
Elizabeth Holmes S-32
Thomas P. Holohan S-14
Herbert Wilson Homer S-2
LeRoy W. Homer, Jr. S-67
Bradley V. Hoorn N-58
James P. Hopper N-30
Montgomery McCullough Hord N-29
Michael Joseph Horn N-27
Matthew Douglas Horning N-16
Robert L. Horohoe, Jr. N-39
Michael Robert Horrocks S-2
Aaron Horwitz N-42
Charles J. Houston S-32
Uhuru G. Houston S-28
Angela M. Houtz S-73
George Gerard Howard S-28
Brady Kay Howell S-73
Michael C. Howell N-60
Steven Leon Howell N-3
Jennifer L. Howley and her unborn child S-56
Milagros Hromada S-55
Marian R. Hrycak S-48
Stephen Huczko, Jr. S-30
Kris Robert Hughes S-34
Paul Rexford Hughes N-16
Robert T. Hughes, Jr. N-73
Thomas F. Hughes, Jr. N-71
Timothy Robert Hughes N-44
Susan Huie N-20
Lamar Demetrius Hulse N-17
John Nicholas Humber, Jr. N-1
William Christopher Hunt S-33
Kathleen Anne Hunt-Casey S-50
Joseph Gerard Hunter S-8
Peggie M. Hurt S-75
Robert R. Hussa N-62
Stephen N. Hyland, Jr. S-74
Robert J. Hymel S-71
Thomas Edward Hynes S-37
Walter G. Hynes S-17

I

Joseph Anthony Ianelli N-9
Zuhtu Ibis N-36
Jonathan Lee Ielpi S-7
Michael Patrick Iken S-33
Daniel Ilkanayev N-48
Frederick J. Ill, Jr. S-16
Abraham Nethanel Ilowitz N-64
Anthony P. Infante, Jr. S-27
Louis S. Inghilterra S-43
Christopher Noble Ingrassia N-30
Paul Innella N-36
Stephanie Veronica Irby N-7
Douglas Jason Irgang S-50
Kristin Irvine-Ryan S-51
Todd Antione Isaac N-56
Erik Hans Isbrandtsen N-25
Taizo Ishikawa S-45
Waleed Joseph Iskandar N-1
Aram Iskenderian, Jr. N-47
John F. Iskyan N-52
Kazushige Ito S-45
Aleksandr Valeryevich Ivantsov N-27
Lacey Bernard Ivory S-74

J

Virginia May Jablonski N-5
Bryan C. Jack S-70
Brooke Alexandra Jackman N-41
Aaron Jeremy Jacobs N-29
Ariel Louis Jacobs N-21
Jason Kyle Jacobs S-40
Michael G. Jacobs S-42
Steven A. Jacobson N-71
Steven D. Jacoby S-70
Ricknauth Jaggernauth N-71
Jake Denis Jagoda N-34
Yudhvir S. Jain N-37
Maria Jakubiak N-11
Robert Adrien Jalbert S-2
Ernest James N-5
Gricelda E. James N-67
Mark Steven Jardim N-23
Amy Nicole Jarret S-2
Muhammadou Jawara N-70
Francois Jean-Pierre N-71
Maxima Jean-Pierre N-24
Paul Edward Jeffers N-52
John Charles Jenkins N-76
Joseph Jenkins, Jr. S-64
Alan Keith Jensen S-43
Prem Nath Jerath N-67
Farah Jeudy S-60
Hweidar Jian N-27
Eliezer Jimenez, Jr. N-69
Luis Jimenez, Jr. N-13
Charles Gregory John S-45
Nicholas John N-23
Dennis M. Johnson S-74
LaShawna Johnson N-72
Scott Michael Johnson S-33
William R. Johnston S-14
Allison Horstmann Jones S-51
Arthur Joseph Jones III N-59
Brian Leander Jones S-39
Charles Edward Jones N-74
Christopher D. Jones N-41
Donald T. Jones II N-43
Donald W. Jones N-55
Judith Lawter Jones S-73
Linda Jones S-56
Mary S. Jones N-65
Andrew Brian Jordan, Sr. S-22
Robert Thomas Jordan N-42
Albert Gunnis Joseph S-46
Ingeborg Joseph S-46
Karl Henry Joseph S-20
Stephen Joseph S-44
Jane Eileen Josiah S-43
Anthony Jovic S-10
Angel L. Juarbe, Jr. S-16
Karen Sue Juday N-31
Ann C. Judge S-70
Mychal F. Judge S-18
Paul William Jurgens S-30
Thomas Edward Jurgens S-26

K

Shashikiran Lakshmikantha
Kadaba N-18
Gavkharoy Kamardinova S-64
Shari Kandell N-32
Howard Lee Kane N-69
Jennifer Lynn Kane N-4
Vincent D. Kane S-18
Joon Koo Kang N-29
Sheldon Robert Kanter N-36
Deborah H. Kaplan N-66
Robin Lynne Kaplan N-1
Alvin Peter Kappelmann, Jr. S-63
Charles H. Karczewski S-56
William A. Karnes N-9
Douglas Gene Karpiloff S-26
Charles L. Kasper S-11
Andrew K. Kates N-38
John A. Katsimatides N-39
Robert Michael Kaulfers S-28
Don Jerome Kauth, Jr. S-36
Hideya Kawauchi S-44
Edward T. Keane N-66
Richard M. Keane N-15
Lisa Yvonne Kearney-Griffin N-18
Karol Ann Keasler S-34
Barbara A. Keating N-76
Paul Hanlon Keating S-5
Leo Russell Keene III S-33
Brenda Kegler S-1
Chandler Raymond Keller S-69
Joseph John Keller S-46
Peter R. Kellerman N-28
Joseph P. Kellett N-61
Frederick H. Kelley III N-43
James Joseph Kelly N-56
Joseph A. Kelly N-51
Maurice P. Kelly N-24
Richard John Kelly, Jr. S-15
Thomas Michael Kelly S-30
Thomas Richard Kelly S-20
Thomas W. Kelly S-20
Timothy Colin Kelly N-43
William Hill Kelly, Jr. N-21
Robert Clinton Kennedy N-12
Thomas J. Kennedy S-8
Yvonne E. Kennedy S-69
John Richard Keohane S-63
Ralph Francis Kershaw S-3
Ronald T. Kerwin S-8
Howard L. Kestenbaum S-53
Douglas D. Ketcham N-29
Ruth Ellen Ketler S-40
Boris Khalif N-17
Norma Cruz Khan S-71
Sarah Khan N-24
Taimour Firaz Khan N-62
Rajesh Khandelwal N-12
SeiLai Khoo N-59
Michael Vernon Kiefer S-22
Satoshi Kikuchihara S-39
Andrew Jay-Hoon Kim N-60
Lawrence Don Kim N-10
Mary Jo Kimelman N-54
Heinrich Kimmig S-3
Karen Ann Kincaid S-70
Amy R. King S-2
Andrew M. King N-44
Lucille Teresa King S-61
Robert King, Jr. S-14
Lisa King-Johnson S-36
Brian K. Kinney S-3
Takashi Kinoshita S-44
Chris Michael Kirby S-64
Robert Kirkpatrick N-73
Howard Barry Kirschbaum N-8
Glenn Davis Kirwin N-38
Helen Crossin Kittle and her
unborn child N-35
Richard Joseph Klares S-63
Peter Anton Klein N-17
Alan David Kleinberg N-52
Karen Joyce Klitzman N-45
Ronald Philip Kloepfer S-25
Stephen A. Knapp N-73
Eugueni Kniazev N-69
Andrew James Knox N-24
Thomas Patrick Knox N-50
Rebecca Lee Koborie N-4
Deborah A. Kobus S-39
Gary Edward Koecheler S-32
Frank J. Koestner N-28
Ryan Kohart N-27
Vanessa Lynn Przybylo Kolpak S-36
Irina Kolpakova S-45
Suzanne Rose Kondratenko S-63
Abdoulaye Koné N-68
Bon Seok Koo N-73
Dorota Kopiczko N-15
Scott Michael Kopytko S-21
Bojan George Kostic N-27
Danielle Kousoulis N-40
David P. Kovalcin N-2
John J. Kren S-32
William Edward Krukowski S-11
Lyudmila Ksido N-17
Toshiya Kuge S-68
Shekhar Kumar N-35
Kenneth Bruce Kumpel S-22
Frederick Kuo, Jr. S-65
Patricia A. Kuras N-3
Nauka Kushitani S-41
Thomas Joseph Kuveikis S-22
Victor Kwarkye N-68
Raymond Kui Fai Kwok N-33
Angela Reed Kyte N-11

L

Andrew La Corte N-62
Carol Ann La Plante N-15
Jeffrey G. La Touche N-70
Kathryn L. LaBorie S-2
Amarnauth Lachhman N-24
Ganesh K. Ladkat N-34
James Patrick Ladley N-40
Joseph A. Lafalce N-32
Jeanette Louise Lafond-Menichino N-10
David James LaForge S-12
Michael Patrick LaForte N-53
Alan Charles LaFrance N-69
Juan Mendez Lafuente N-71
Neil Kwong-Wah Lai S-47
Vincent Anthony Laieta S-53
William David Lake S-16
Franco Lalama N-66
Chow Kwan Lam S-48
Michael S. Lamana S-72
Stephen LaMantia N-56
Amy Hope Lamonsoff N-20
Robert T. Lane S-7
Brendan Mark Lang N-26
Rosanne P. Lang N-26
Vanessa Lang Langer and her
unborn child S-49
Mary Lou Langley S-53
Peter J. Langone S-23
Thomas Michael Langone S-23
Michele Bernadette Lanza S-40
Ruth Sheila Lapin S-37
Ingeborg A.D. Lariby S-49
Robin Blair Larkey N-44
Judith Camilla Larocque N-2
Christopher Randall Larrabee N-25
Hamidou S. Larry N-9
Scott Larsen S-21
John Adam Larson S-57
Natalie Janis Lasden N-75
Gary Edward Lasko N-7
Nicholas Craig Lassman N-36
Paul Laszczynski S-29
Charles A. Laurencin S-46
Stephen James Lauria N-7
Maria LaVache N-6
Denis Francis Lavelle N-16
Jeannine Mary LaVerde S-36
Anna A. Laverty S-39
Steven Lawn S-54
Robert A. Lawrence, Jr. S-49
Nathaniel Lawson N-23
David W. Laychak S-1
Eugen Gabriel Lazar N-33
James Patrick Leahy S-25
Joseph Gerard Leavey S-21
Neil J. Leavy S-13
Robert G. LeBlanc S-3
Leon Lebor N-64
Kenneth Charles Ledee N-14
Alan J. Lederman S-60
Elena F. Ledesma N-9
Alexis Leduc S-43
Daniel John Lee N-2
David S. Lee S-42
Dong Chul Lee S-70
Gary H. Lee N-35
Hyun Joon Lee S-48
Juanita Lee S-54
Kathryn Blair Lee N-9
Linda C. Lee N-22
Lorraine Mary Greene Lee S-56
Myoung Woo Lee S-47
Richard Y.C. Lee N-29
Stuart Soo-Jin Lee N-21
Yang Der Lee N-70
Stephen Paul Lefkowitz S-48
Adriana Legro N-61
Edward Joseph Lehman S-54
Eric Lehrfeld N-22
David R. Leistman N-39
David Prudencio Lemagne S-29
Joseph Anthony Lenihan S-34
John Joseph Lennon, Jr. S-28
John Robinson Lenoir S-52
Jorge Luis León, Sr. N-35
Matthew G. Leonard N-46
Michael Lepore N-13
Charles A. Lesperance N-71
Jeff LeVeen N-26
John Dennis Levi S-29
Alisha Caren Levin S-44
Neil David Levin N-65
Robert Levine N-39
Robert Michael Levine S-37
Shai Levinhar N-29
Daniel M. Lewin N-75
Adam Jay Lewis S-35
Jennifer Lewis S-69
Kenneth E. Lewis S-69
Margaret Susan Lewis N-66
Ye Wei Liang N-8
Orasri Liangthanasarn N-69
Daniel F. Libretti S-17
Ralph Michael Licciardi S-64
Edward Lichtschein N-36
Samantha L. Lightbourn-Allen S-76
Steven Barry Lillianthal N-56
Carlos R. Lillo S-11
Craig Damian Lilore N-25
Arnold Arboleda Lim S-41
Darya Lin S-63
Wei Rong Lin N-67
Nickie L. Lindo N-58
Thomas V. Linehan, Jr. N-12
Robert Thomas Linnane S-12
Alan Patrick Linton, Jr. S-52
Diane Theresa Lipari N-61
Kenneth P. Lira Arévalo S-45
Francisco Alberto Liriano N-58
Lorraine Lisi S-40
Paul Lisson S-49
Vincent M. Litto N-25
Ming-Hao Liu S-64
Nancy Liz S-56
Harold Lizcano N-59
Martin Lizzul N-36
George A. Llanes N-63
Elizabeth C. Logler N-34
Catherine Lisa Loguidice N-55
Jérôme Robert Lohez N-65
Michael William Lomax S-57
Stephen V. Long S-73
Laura Maria Longing N-8
Salvatore P. Lopes S-53
Daniel Lopez N-62
George Lopez S-41
Luis Manuel Lopez S-37
Maclovio Lopez, Jr. S-3
Manuel L. Lopez N-14
Joseph Lostrangio N-17
Chet Dek Louie N-46
Stuart Seid Louis S-50
Joseph Lovero S-29
Sara Elizabeth Low N-74
Jenny Seu Kueng Low Wong N-14
Michael W. Lowe S-46
Garry W. Lozier S-52
John P. Lozowsky N-17
Charles Peter Lucania S-64
Edward Hobbs Luckett N-55
Mark Gavin Ludvigsen S-36
Lee Charles Ludwig S-42
Sean Thomas Lugano S-35
Daniel Lugo S-65
Marie Lukas N-35
William Lum, Jr. N-18
Michael P. Lunden N-53
Christopher E. Lunder N-42
Anthony Luparello S-37
Gary Frederick Lutnick N-38
Linda Anne Luzzicone N-45
Alexander Lygin N-48
CeeCee Lyles S-67
Farrell Peter Lynch N-57
James Francis Lynch S-28
James T. Lynch, Jr. S-73
Louise A. Lynch N-15
Michael Cameron Lynch N-41
Michael Francis Lynch S-15
Michael Francis Lynch S-9
Richard D. Lynch, Jr. S-31
Robert Henry Lynch, Jr. S-26
Sean P. Lynch N-26
Sean Patrick Lynch N-57
Terence M. Lynch S-75
Michael J. Lyons S-13
Monica Anne Lyons N-0
Nehamon Lyons IV S-72
Patrick John Lyons S-23
M Robert Francis Mace N-47
Marianne MacFarlane S-2
Jan Maciejewski N-69
Susan A. Mackay N-1
William Macko N-73
Catherine Fairfax MacRae N-59
Richard Blaine Madden S-58
Simon Maddison N-31
Noell C. Maerz S-30
Jennieann Maffeo N-73
Joseph Maffeo S-9
Jay Robert Magazine N-71
Brian Magee N-20
Charles W. Magee N-63
Joseph V. Maggitti N-4
Ronald Magnuson N-48
Daniel L. Maher N-13
Thomas A. Mahon N-51
William J. Mahoney S-11
Joseph Daniel Maio N-30
Linda C. Mair-Grayling N-8
Takashi Makimoto S-44
Abdu Ali Malahi S-45
Debora I. Maldonado N-0
Myrna T. Maldonado-Agosto N-66
Alfred Russell Maler N-54
Gregory James Malone S-32
Edward Francis Maloney III N-50
Joseph E. Maloney S-7
Gene Edward Maloy N-3
Christian H. Maltby N-44
Francisco Miguel Mancini N-71
Joseph Mangano N-3
Sara Elizabeth Manley N-59
Debra M. Mannetta N-61
Marion Victoria Manning N-13
Terence John Manning N-21
James Maounis S-40
Alfred Gilles Padre Joseph
Marchand S-2
Joseph Ross Marchbanks, Jr. S-5
Laura A. Marchese N-65
Hilda Marcin S-67
Peter Edward Mardikian N-21
Edward Joseph Mardovich S-33
Charles Joseph Margiotta S-16
Louis Neil Mariani S-4
Kenneth Joseph Marino S-9
Lester V. Marino N-24
Vita Marino S-51
Kevin D. Marlo S-50
Jose Juan Marrero S-32
John Daniel Marshall S-15
Shelley A. Marshall S-71
James Martello N-26
Michael A. Marti N-51
Karen Ann Martin N-74
Peter C. Martin S-18
Teresa M. Martin S-75
William J. Martin, Jr. N-51
Brian E. Martineau S-62
Betsy Martinez N-32
Edward J. Martinez N-35
Jose Angel Martinez, Jr. N-24
Robert Gabriel Martinez S-65
Waleska Martinez S-67
Lizie D. Martinez-Calderon S-55
Paul Richard Martini S-12
Anne Marie Martino-Cramer S-42
Joseph A. Mascali S-6
Bernard Mascarenhas N-7
Stephen Frank Masi N-35
Ada L. Mason-Acker S-1
Nicholas George Massa S-53
Patricia Ann Cimaroli Massari and her unborn child N-11
Michael Massaroli N-32
Philip William Mastrandrea, Jr. N-30
Rudy Mastrocinque N-5
Joseph Mathai N-21
Charles William Mathers N-4
William A. Mathesen S-32
Marcello Matricciano N-36
Margaret Elaine Mattic N-72
Dean E. Mattson S-74
Robert D. Mattson S-40
Walter A. Matuza, Jr. N-63
Timothy J. Maude S-74
Jill Maurer-Campbell S-37
Charles A. Mauro, Jr. S-56
Charles J. Mauro N-68
Dorothy Mauro N-9
Nancy T. Mauro N-8
Robert J. Maxwell S-1
Renée A. May and her unborn child S-69
Tyrone May S-48
Keithroy Marcellus Maynard S-14
Robert J. Mayo S-23
Kathy N. Mazza S-29
Edward Mazzella, Jr. N-28
Jennifer Lynn Mazzotta N-33
Kaaria Mbaya N-37
James Joseph McAlary, Jr. N-61
Brian Gerard McAleese S-15
Patricia Ann McAneney N-8
Colin R. McArthur S-58
John Kevin McAvoy S-6
Kenneth M. McBrayer S-52
Brendan F. McCabe S-43
Michael McCabe N-28
Thomas Joseph McCann S-14
Justin McCarthy N-30
Kevin M. McCarthy N-40
Michael Desmond McCarthy N-60
Robert G. McCarthy N-27
Stanley McCaskill N-16
Katie Marie McCloskey N-17
Juliana Valentine McCourt S-3
Ruth Magdaline McCourt S-3
Charles Austin McCrann N-12
Tonyell F. McDay N-13
Matthew T. McDermott N-30
Joseph P. McDonald N-45
Brian Grady McDonnell S-24
Michael P. McDonnell S-36
John F. McDowell, Jr. S-51
Eamon J. McEneaney N-57
John Thomas McErlean, Jr. N-39
Daniel Francis McGinley S-35
Mark Ryan McGinly N-60
William E. McGinn S-21
Thomas Henry McGinnis N-61
Michael Gregory McGinty N-4
Ann Walsh McGovern S-55
Scott Martin McGovern S-31
William J. McGovern S-6
Stacey Sennas McGowan S-51
Francis Noel McGuinn N-51
Thomas F. McGuinness, Jr. N-74
Patrick J. McGuire S-30
Thomas M. McHale N-56
Keith David McHeffey N-28
Ann M. McHugh S-30
Denis J. McHugh III S-33
Dennis P. McHugh S-18
Michael Edward McHugh, Jr. N-34
Robert G. McIlvaine N-22
Donald James McIntyre S-30
Stephanie Marie McKenna N-18
Molly L. McKenzie S-75
Barry J. McKeon S-40
Evelyn C. McKinnedy S-37
Darryl Leron McKinney N-29
George Patrick McLaughlin, Jr. N-59
Robert C. McLaughlin, Jr. N-52
Gavin McMahon S-59
Robert D. McMahon S-13
Edmund M. McNally S-43
Daniel Walker McNeal S-51
Walter Arthur McNeil S-28
Christine Sheila McNulty N-19
Sean Peter McNulty N-28
Robert William McPadden S-15
Terence A. McShane S-9
Timothy Patrick McSweeney S-7
Martin E. McWilliams S-17
Rocco A. Medaglia N-71
Abigail Medina N-16
Ana Iris Medina S-54
Damian Meehan N-61
William J. Meehan, Jr. N-27
Alok Kumar Mehta N-34
Raymond Meisenheimer S-14
Manuel Emilio Mejia N-69
Eskedar Melaku N-14
Antonio Melendez N-70
Mary P. Melendez S-43
Christopher D. Mello N-75
Yelena Melnichenko N-10
Stuart Todd Meltzer N-50
Diarelia Jovanah Mena N-27
Dora Marie Menchaca S-69
Charles R. Mendez S-20
Lizette Mendoza S-60
Shevonne Olicia Mentis N-7
Wolfgang Peter Menzel S-3
Steve John Mercado S-16
Wilfredo Mercado N-73
Wesley Mercer S-47
Ralph Joseph Mercurio N-50
Alan Harvey Merdinger N-0
George L. Merino S-42
Yamel Josefina Merino S-26
George Merkouris N-60
Deborah Merrick N-66
Raymond Joseph Metz III S-32
Jill Ann Metzler S-62
David Robert Meyer N-41
Nurul H. Miah N-15
William Edward Micciulli N-29
Martin Paul Michelstein S-63
Patricia E. Mickley S-71
Ronald D. Milam S-73
Peter Teague Milano N-40
Gregory Milanowycz S-58
Lukasz Tomasz Milewski N-23
Sharon Christina Millan S-45
Corey Peter Miller N-31
Craig J. Miller S-27
Douglas C. Miller S-6
Henry Alfred Miller, Jr. S-20
Joel Miller N-16
Michael Matthew Miller N-55
Nicole Carol Miller S-67
Philip D. Miller S-58
Robert Alan Miller S-48
Robert Cromwell Miller, Jr. S-61
Benny Millman S-64
Charles M. Mills, Jr. S-26
Ronald Keith Milstein S-39
Robert J. Minara S-22
William George Minardi N-54
Louis Joseph Minervino N-15
Thomas Mingione S-22
Wilbert Miraille N-31
Domenick N. Mircovich S-31
Rajesh Arjan Mirpuri N-21
Joseph D. Mistrulli N-71
Susan J. Miszkowicz N-66
Paul Thomas Mitchell S-20
Richard P. Miuccio S-47
Jeffrey Peter Mladenik N-1
Frank V. Moccia, Sr. S-65
Louis Joseph Modafferi S-6
Boyie Mohammed N-62
Dennis Mojica S-8
Manuel D. Mojica, Jr. S-21
Kleber Rolando Molina S-43
Manuel De Jesus Molina N-64
Carl Molinaro S-17
Justin John Molisani, Jr. S-30
Brian Patrick Monaghan S-64
Franklyn Monahan N-32
John Gerard Monahan N-33
Kristen Leigh Montanaro N-3
Craig Montano N-42
Michael G. Montesi S-9
Carlos Alberto Montoya N-75
Antonio De Jesus Montoya Valdes N-74
Cheryl Ann Monyak N-9
Thomas Carlo Moody S-18
Sharon Moore S-52
Krishna V. Moorthy S-43
Laura Lee Defazio Morabito N-75
Abner Morales S-41
Carlos Manuel Morales N-31
Paula E. Morales S-59
Sonia Mercedes Morales Puopolo N-76
Gerard P. Moran, Jr. S-73
John Christopher Moran N-20
John Michael Moran S-11
Kathleen Moran S-63
Lindsay Stapleton Morehouse S-36
George William Morell N-54
Steven P. Morello N-3
Vincent S. Morello S-16
Yvette Nicole Moreno N-59
Dorothy Morgan N-15
Richard J. Morgan S-30
Nancy Morgenstern N-31
Sanae Mori N-22
Blanca Robertina Morocho Morocho N-68
Leonel Geronimo Morocho Morocho N-68
Dennis Gerard Moroney N-47
Lynne Irene Morris N-33
Odessa V. Morris S-76
Seth Allan Morris N-54
Steve Morris N-19
Christopher Martel Morrison N-23
Ferdinand V. Morrone S-27
William David Moskal N-3
Brian A. Moss S-71
Marco Motroni N-62
Cynthia Motus-Wilson N-67
Iouri A. Mouchinski N-71
Jude Joseph Moussa N-50
Peter Moutos N-9
Damion O’Neil Mowatt N-23
Teddington H. Moy S-1
Christopher Michael Mozzillo S-7
Stephen Vincent Mulderry S-33
Richard T. Muldowney, Jr. S-21
Michael D. Mullan S-17
Dennis Michael Mulligan S-17
Peter James Mulligan N-29
Michael Joseph Mullin N-26
James Donald Munhall S-52
Nancy Muñiz N-65
Francisco Heladio Munoz N-4
Carlos Mario Muñoz N-70
Theresa Munson S-57
Robert Michael Murach N-47
Cesar Augusto Murillo N-29
Marc A. Murolo N-53
Brian Joseph Murphy N-55
Charles Anthony Murphy N-56
Christopher W. Murphy S-33
Edward Charles Murphy N-50
James F. Murphy IV N-23
James Thomas Murphy N-54
Kevin James Murphy N-5
Patrick Jude Murphy S-73
Patrick Sean Murphy N-5
Raymond E. Murphy S-19
Robert Eddie Murphy, Jr. S-45
John Joseph Murray N-45
John Joseph Murray S-45
Susan D. Murray N-14
Valerie Victoria Murray N-64
Richard Todd Myhre N-33

N

Louis J. Nacke II S-68
Robert B. Nagel S-10
Mildred Rose Naiman N-75
Takuya Nakamura N-63
Alexander John Robert Napier S-54
Frank Joseph Naples III N-45
John Philip Napolitano S-17
Catherine Ann Nardella S-61
Mario Nardone, Jr. S-30
Manika K. Narula N-33
Shawn M. Nassaney S-3
Narender Nath N-11
Karen Susan Navarro N-62
Joseph M. Navas S-28
Francis Joseph Nazario N-32
Glenroy I. Neblett N-18
Rayman Marcus Neblett S-60
Jerome O. Nedd N-71
Laurence F. Nedell S-58
Luke G. Nee N-43
Pete Negron S-0
Laurie Ann Neira N-76
Ann N. Nelson N-42
David William Nelson N-61
Ginger Risco Nelson N-60
James A. Nelson S-30
Michele Ann Nelson N-49
Peter Allen Nelson S-12
Oscar Francis Nesbitt S-47
Gerard Terence Nevins S-8
Renee Tetreault Newell N-74
Christopher C. Newton S-71
Christopher Newton-Carter S-51
Nancy Yuen Ngo N-17
Khang Ngoc Nguyen S-73
Jody Tepedino Nichilo N-47
Kathleen Ann Nicosia N-74
Martin Stewart Niederer N-26
Alfonse Joseph Niedermeyer S-28
Frank John Niestadt, Jr. S-62
Gloria Nieves S-40
Juan Nieves, Jr. N-70
Troy Edward Nilsen N-35
Paul Nimbley N-30
John Ballantine Niven S-61
Katherine McGarry Noack N-22
Curtis Terrance Noel N-72
Michael A. Noeth S-72
Daniel R. Nolan N-3
Robert Walter Noonan N-49
Jacqueline June Norton N-2
Robert Grant Norton N-2
Daniela Rosalia Notaro N-58
Brian Christopher Novotny N-45
Soichi Numata S-44
Brian Nunez N-45
Jose Nunez N-71
Jeffrey Roger Nussbaum N-62

O

James A. Oakley N-9
Dennis Patrick O’Berg S-20
James P. O’Brien, Jr. N-55
Michael P. O’Brien N-43
Scott J. O’Brien N-22
Timothy Michael O’Brien N-57
Daniel O’Callaghan S-10
Dennis James O’Connor, Jr. N-30
Diana J. O’Connor S-49
Keith Kevin O’Connor S-34
Richard J. O’Connor N-12
Amy O’Doherty N-39
Marni Pont O’Doherty S-36
Douglas E. Oelschlager S-20
Takashi Ogawa N-22
Albert Ogletree N-24
Philip Paul Ognibene S-36
John A. Ogonowski N-74
James Andrew O’Grady S-50
Joseph J. Ogren S-7
Thomas G. O’Hagan S-13 
Samuel Oitice S-9
Patrick J. O’Keefe S-10
William O’Keefe S-11
Gerald Michael Olcott N-11
Gerald Thomas O’Leary N-27
Christine Anne Olender N-68
Linda Mary Oliva N-59
Edward K. Oliver N-61
Leah Elizabeth Oliver N-12
Eric Taube Olsen S-20
Jeffrey James Olsen S-5
Barbara K. Olson S-70
Maureen Lyons Olson N-7
Steven John Olson S-8
Matthew Timothy O’Mahony N-57
Toshihiro Onda S-44
Seamus L. Oneal N-37
John P. O’Neill N-63
Peter J. O’Neill, Jr. S-52
Sean Gordon Corbett O’Neill N-25
Betty Ann Ong N-74
Michael C. Opperman S-61
Christopher T. Orgielewicz S-49
Margaret Quinn Orloske N-8
Virginia Anne Ormiston N-5
Ruben S. Ornedo S-70
Kevin M. O’Rourke S-17
Ronald Orsini N-56
Peter Keith Ortale S-33
Juan Ortega-Campos S-38
Jane Marie Orth N-75
Alexander Ortiz N-65
David Ortiz S-27
Emilio Pete Ortiz N-62
Pablo Ortiz N-67
Paul Ortiz, Jr. N-21
Sonia Ortiz N-64
Masaru Ose S-44
Patrick J. O’Shea N-61
Robert William O’Shea N-60
Elsy Carolina Osorio Oliva N-72
James R. Ostrowski N-46
Timothy Franklin O’Sullivan N-73
Jason Douglas Oswald N-48
Michael John Otten S-16
Isidro D. Ottenwalder N-68
Michael Chung Ou S-48
Todd Joseph Ouida N-44
Jesus Ovalles N-69
Peter J. Owens, Jr. N-42
Adianes Oyola S-45

P

Angel M. Pabon, Jr. N-28
Israel Pabon, Jr. N-24
Roland Pacheco N-65
Michael Benjamin Packer N-22
Diana B. Padro S-76
Deepa Pakkala N-17
Jeffrey Matthew Palazzo S-5
Thomas Palazzo N-54
Richard A. Palazzolo N-54
Orio Joseph Palmer S-17
Frank Anthony Palombo S-21
Alan N. Palumbo N-51
Christopher Matthew Panatier N-45
Dominique Lisa Pandolfo N-14
Jonas Martin Panik S-73
Paul J. Pansini S-5
John M. Paolillo S-11
Edward Joseph Papa N-54
Salvatore T. Papasso S-26
James Nicholas Pappageorge S-14
Marie Pappalardo S-2
Vinod Kumar Parakat N-29
Vijayashanker Paramsothy S-57
Nitin Ramesh Parandkar N-19
Hardai Parbhu S-56
James Wendell Parham S-29
Debra Marie Paris S-53
George Paris N-33
Gye Hyong Park N-64
Philip Lacey Parker S-61
Michael Alaine Parkes N-12
Robert E. Parks, Jr. N-46
Hashmukh C. Parmar N-37
Robert Parro S-16
Diane Marie Parsons S-47
Leobardo Lopez Pascual N-70
Michael J. Pascuma, Jr. N-67
Jerrold Hughes Paskins N-17
Horace Robert Passananti N-11
Suzanne H. Passaro S-53
Avnish Ramanbhai Patel N-59
Dipti Patel N-33
Manish Patel S-30
Steven Bennett Paterson N-51
James Matthew Patrick N-51
Manuel D. Patrocino N-70
Bernard E. Patterson N-43
Clifford L. Patterson, Jr. S-74
Cira Marie Patti S-34
Robert E. Pattison N-63
James Robert Paul N-60
Patrice Paz S-61
Victor Hugo Paz N-69
Stacey Lynn Peak N-50
Richard Allen Pearlman S-27
Durrell V. Pearsall, Jr. S-11
Thomas Nicholas Pecorelli N-74
Thomas Pedicini N-42
Todd Douglas Pelino N-54
Mike Adrian Pelletier N-49
Anthony G. Peluso S-36
Angel R. Pena S-56
Robert Penninger S-69
Richard Al Penny S-49
Salvatore F. Pepe N-3
Carl Allen B. Peralta N-30
Robert David Peraza N-32
Jon A. Perconti, Jr. N-27
Alejo Perez N-67
Angel Perez, Jr. N-33
Angela Susan Perez N-32
Anthony Perez N-37
Ivan Antonio Perez S-41
Nancy E. Perez N-66
Berry Berenson Perkins N-76
Joseph John Perroncino N-32
Edward J. Perrotta N-50
Emelda H. Perry S-64
Glenn C. Perry, Sr. S-22
John William Perry S-24
Franklin Allan Pershep S-56
Danny Pesce N-55
Michael John Pescherine S-34
Davin N. Peterson N-28
Donald Arthur Peterson S-67
Jean Hoadley Peterson S-67
William Russell Peterson N-15
Mark James Petrocelli N-61
Philip Scott Petti S-16
Glen Kerrin Pettit S-25
Dominick A. Pezzulo S-29
Kaleen Elizabeth Pezzuti N-54
Kevin J. Pfeifer S-14
Tu-Anh Pham N-60
Kenneth John Phelan, Sr. S-13
Sneha Anne Philip S-66
Eugenia McCann Piantieri N-13
Ludwig John Picarro S-63
Matthew Picerno N-43
Joseph O. Pick S-41
Christopher J. Pickford S-12
Dennis J. Pierce S-47
Bernard Pietronico N-41
Nicholas P. Pietrunti N-30
Theodoros Pigis S-49
Susan Elizabeth Pinto N-35
Joseph Piskadlo N-63
Christopher Todd Pitman N-45
Joshua Michael Piver N-33
Robert R. Ploger III S-71
Zandra F. Ploger S-71
Joseph Plumitallo N-41
John M. Pocher N-41
William Howard Pohlmann S-47
Laurence Michael Polatsch N-27
Thomas H. Polhemus N-17
Steve Pollicino N-39
Susan M. Pollio S-33
Darin H. Pontell S-73
Joshua Iosua Poptean N-71
Giovanna Porras N-72
Anthony Portillo S-49
James Edward Potorti N-11
Daphne Pouletsos S-55
Richard N. Poulos N-30
Stephen Emanual Poulos S-60
Brandon Jerome Powell N-23
Scott Alan Powell S-75
Shawn Edward Powell S-20
Antonio Dorsey Pratt N-23
Gregory M. Preziose N-53
Wanda Ivelisse Prince S-42
Vincent A. Princiotta S-20
Kevin M. Prior S-22
Everett Martin Proctor III N-48
Carrie Beth Progen S-59
David Lee Pruim S-62
Richard A. Prunty S-5
John Foster Puckett N-68
Robert David Pugliese N-10
Edward F. Pullis S-62
Patricia Ann Puma N-64
Jack D. Punches S-73
Hemanth Kumar Puttur N-17
Joseph J. Pycior, Jr. S-72
Edward R. Pykon N-61

Q

Christopher Quackenbush S-52
Lars Peter Qualben N-15
Lincoln Quappé S-16
Beth Ann Quigley N-27
Patrick J. Quigley IV S-4
Michael T. Quilty S-15
James Francis Quinn N-30
Ricardo J. Quinn S-18

R

Carol Millicent Rabalais S-61
Christopher Peter Anthony
Racaniello N-32
Leonard J. Ragaglia S-10
Eugene J. Raggio S-24
Laura Marie Ragonese-Snik S-54
Michael Paul Ragusa S-23
Peter Frank Raimondi N-59
Harry A. Raines N-36
Lisa J. Raines S-71
Ehtesham Raja S-39
Valsa Raju N-63
Edward J. Rall S-17
Lukas Rambousek N-58
Maria Ramirez S-45
Harry Ramos N-63
Vishnoo Ramsaroop N-64
Deborah A. Ramsaur S-1
Lorenzo E. Ramzey S-55
Alfred Todd Rancke S-50
Adam David Rand S-8
Jonathan C. Randall N-6
Shreyas S. Ranganath N-7
Anne T. Ransom N-18
Faina Rapoport N-17
Rhonda Sue Rasmussen S-76
Robert A. Rasmussen S-37
Amenia Rasool N-11
R. Mark Rasweiler N-9
Marsha D. Ratchford S-72
David Alan James Rathkey S-46
William Ralph Raub N-25
Gerard F. Rauzi S-47
Alexey Razuvaev S-32
Gregory Reda N-6
Sarah Anne Redheffer N-20
Michele Marie Reed S-62
Judith Ann Reese N-67
Donald J. Regan S-14
Robert M. Regan S-10
Thomas Michael Regan S-54
Christian Michael Otto Regenhard S-23
Howard Reich S-49
Gregg Reidy N-28
James Brian Reilly S-34
Kevin O. Reilly S-20
Timothy E. Reilly N-11
Joseph Reina, Jr. N-33
Thomas Barnes Reinig N-55
Frank Bennett Reisman N-28
Joshua Scott Reiss N-51
Karen Renda N-18
John Armand Reo N-40
Richard Cyril Rescorla S-46
John Thomas Resta N-62
Sylvia San Pio Resta and her
unborn child N-62
Martha M. Reszke S-1
David E. Retik N-1
Todd H. Reuben S-69
Luis Clodoaldo Revilla Mier S-65
Eduvigis Reyes, Jr. N-72
Bruce Albert Reynolds S-28
John Frederick Rhodes S-55
Francis Saverio Riccardelli S-25
Rudolph N. Riccio N-34
Ann Marie Riccoboni N-64
David Harlow Rice S-52
Eileen Mary Rice N-6
Kenneth Frederick Rice III N-13
CeCelia E. Richard S-76
Vernon Allan Richard S-20
Claude Daniel Richards S-25
Gregory David Richards N-39
Michael Richards N-63
Venesha Orintia Richards N-6
Jimmy Riches S-21
Alan Jay Richman N-11
John M. Rigo N-10
Frederick Charles Rimmele III S-2
Rose Mary Riso S-47
Moises N. Rivas N-67
Joseph R. Rivelli, Jr. S-22
Carmen Alicia Rivera S-42
Isaias Rivera N-63
Juan William Rivera N-72
Linda Ivelisse Rivera N-15
David E. Rivers N-20
Joseph R. Riverso N-51
Paul V. Rizza S-40
John Frank Rizzo S-64
Stephen Louis Roach N-54
Joseph Roberto S-35
Leo Arthur Roberts N-43
Michael E. Roberts S-21
Michael Edward Roberts S-16
Donald Walter Robertson, Jr. N-45
Jeffrey Robinson N-16
Michell Lee Jean Robotham S-56
Donald Arthur Robson N-39
Antonio A. Rocha N-51
Raymond James Rocha N-44
Laura Rockefeller N-20
John Michael Rodak S-51
Antonio José Rodrigues S-29
Anthony Rodriguez S-22
Carmen Milagros Rodriguez S-58
Gregory E. Rodriguez N-48
Marsha A. Rodriguez N-6
Mayra Valdes Rodriguez S-59
Richard Rodriguez S-29
David Bartolo Rodriguez-Vargas N-69
Matthew Rogan S-14
Jean Destrehan Rogér N-74
Karlie Rogers N-20
Scott William Rohner N-44
Keith Michael Roma S-25
Joseph M. Romagnolo N-24
Efrain Romero, Sr. S-44
Elvin Romero N-28
James A. Romito S-27
Sean Paul Rooney S-57
Eric Thomas Ropiteau N-33
Aida Rosario N-18
Angela Rosario N-29
Mark H. Rosen S-52
Brooke David Rosenbaum N-33
Linda Rosenbaum N-12
Sheryl Lynn Rosenbaum N-47
Lloyd Daniel Rosenberg N-40
Mark Louis Rosenberg N-7
Andrew Ira Rosenblum N-40
Joshua M. Rosenblum N-27
Joshua Alan Rosenthal S-41
Richard David Rosenthal N-48
Philip Martin Rosenzweig N-2
Daniel Rosetti S-64
Richard Barry Ross N-2
Norman S. Rossinow S-61
Nicholas P. Rossomando S-5
Michael Craig Rothberg N-29
Donna Marie Rothenberg S-60
Mark David Rothenberg S-68
James Michael Roux S-2
Nicholas Charles Alexander Rowe N-23
Edward V. Rowenhorst S-76
Judy Rowlett S-1
Timothy Alan Roy, Sr. S-24
Paul G. Ruback S-21
Ronald J. Ruben S-34
Joanne Rubino N-14
David M. Ruddle S-66
Bart Joseph Ruggiere N-49
Susan A. Ruggiero N-13
Adam Keith Ruhalter N-47
Gilbert Ruiz N-69
Robert E. Russell S-1
Stephen P. Russell S-7
Steven Harris Russin N-52
Michael Thomas Russo, Sr. S-7
Wayne Alan Russo N-6
William R. Ruth S-74
Edward Ryan N-61
John Joseph Ryan S-34
Jonathan Stephan Ryan S-30
Matthew L. Ryan S-9
Tatiana Ryjova S-48
Christina Sunga Ryook N-49

S

Thierry Saada N-41
Jason Elazar Sabbag S-42
Thomas E. Sabella S-17
Scott H. Saber N-23
Charles E. Sabin, Sr. S-71
Joseph Francis Sacerdote N-44
Jessica Leigh Sachs N-74
Francis John Sadocha N-24
Jude Elias Safi N-26
Brock Joel Safronoff N-7
Edward Saiya S-45
John Patrick Salamone N-40
Marjorie C. Salamone S-75
Hernando Rafael Salas S-38
Juan G. Salas N-70
Esmerlin Antonio Salcedo S-65
John Pepe Salerno N-30
Rahma Salie and her unborn child N-1
Richard L. Salinardi, Jr. S-37
Wayne John Saloman N-35
Nolbert Salomon S-46
Catherine Patricia Salter S-60
Frank G. Salvaterra S-51
Paul Richard Salvio N-62
Samuel Robert Salvo, Jr. S-59
Carlos Alberto Samaniego N-42
John P. Sammartino S-71
James Kenneth Samuel, Jr. N-60
Michael San Phillip S-51
Hugo M. Sanay S-31
Alva Cynthia Jeffries Sanchez N-16
Jacquelyn Patrice Sanchez N-47
Jesus Sanchez S-2
Raymond Sanchez S-66
Eric M. Sand N-28
Stacey Leigh Sanders N-3
Herman S. Sandler S-52
Jim Sands, Jr. N-36
Ayleen J. Santiago N-65
Kirsten Reese Santiago N-67
Maria Theresa Concepcion
Santillan N-36
Susan Gayle Santo N-9
Christopher A. Santora S-10
John August Santore S-5
Mario L. Santoro S-26
Rafael Humberto Santos N-34
Rufino C.F. Santos III N-17
Victor J. Saracini S-2
Kalyan K. Sarkar N-66
Chapelle Renee Stewart Sarker N-14
Paul F. Sarle N-56
Deepika Kumar Sattaluri N-18
Gregory Thomas Saucedo S-6
Susan M. Sauer N-11
Anthony Savas N-67
Vladimir Savinkin N-48
John Michael Sbarbaro N-56
David M. Scales S-74
Robert Louis Scandole N-52
Michelle Scarpitta S-31
Dennis Scauso S-8
John Albert Schardt S-12
John G. Scharf S-63
Fred C. Scheffold, Jr. S-6
Angela Susan Scheinberg N-64
Scott Mitchell Schertzer N-33
Sean Schielke N-44
Steven Francis Schlag N-51
Robert A. Schlegel S-72
Jon Schlissel S-48
Karen Helene Schmidt S-46
Ian Schneider N-52
Thomas G. Schoales S-21
Marisa Dinardo Schorpp N-49
Frank G. Schott, Jr. N-13
Gerard Patrick Schrang S-14
Jeffrey H. Schreier N-31
John T. Schroeder N-59
Susan Lee Schuler S-53
Edward W. Schunk N-55
Mark Evan Schurmeier N-22
John Burkhart Schwartz N-40
Mark Schwartz S-26
Adriane Victoria Scibetta N-48
Raphael Scorca N-3
Janice M. Scott S-1
Randolph Scott S-31
Christopher Jay Scudder S-37
Arthur Warren Scullin N-14
Michael H. Seaman N-46
Margaret M. Seeliger S-53
Anthony Segarra N-64
Carlos Segarra N-72
Jason M. Sekzer N-31
Matthew Carmen Sellitto N-46
Michael L. Selves S-75
Howard Selwyn S-31
Larry John Senko N-65
Arturo Angelo Sereno N-58
Frankie Serrano S-45
Marian H. Serva S-75
Alena Sesinova N-3
Adele Christine Sessa N-27
Sita Nermalla Sewnarine S-43
Karen Lynn Seymour N-73
Davis Grier Sezna, Jr. S-52
Thomas Joseph Sgroi N-8
Jayesh Shantilal Shah N-37
Khalid M. Shahid N-33
Mohammed Shajahan N-14
Gary Shamay N-31
Earl Richard Shanahan N-5
Dan F. Shanower S-72
Neil G. Shastri N-58
Kathryn Anne Shatzoff N-10
Barbara A. Shaw N-20
Jeffrey James Shaw N-24
Robert John Shay, Jr. N-53
Daniel James Shea N-38
Joseph Patrick Shea N-38
Kathleen Shearer S-3
Robert M. Shearer S-3
Linda June Sheehan S-50
Hagay Shefi N-21
Antionette M. Sherman S-75
John Anthony Sherry S-30
Atsushi Shiratori N-44
Thomas Joseph Shubert N-29
Mark Shulman N-10
See Wong Shum N-71
Allan Abraham Shwartzstein N-30
Clarin Shellie Siegel-Schwartz S-53
Johanna Sigmund N-60
Dianne T. Signer and her unborn child N-60
Gregory Sikorsky S-12
Stephen Gerard Siller S-5
David Silver N-29
Craig A. Silverstein S-50
Nasima H. Simjee S-41
Bruce Edward Simmons S-51
Diane M. Simmons S-69
Donald D. Simmons S-76
George W. Simmons S-69
Arthur Simon N-58
Kenneth Alan Simon N-58
Michael J. Simon N-49
Paul Joseph Simon N-17
Marianne Liquori Simone N-35
Barry Simowitz S-48
Jane Louise Simpkin S-2
Jeff Lyal Simpson S-27
Cheryle D. Sincock S-75
Khamladai Khami Singh N-68
Roshan Ramesh Singh N-68
Thomas E. Sinton III N-55
Peter A. Siracuse N-39
Muriel F. Siskopoulos S-33
Joseph Michael Sisolak N-6
John P. Skala S-27
Francis Joseph Skidmore, Jr. S-32
Toyena Corliss Skinner N-72
Paul Albert Skrzypek N-50
Christopher Paul Slattery N-30
Vincent Robert Slavin N-27
Robert F. Sliwak N-56
Paul Kenneth Sloan S-33
Stanley S. Smagala, Jr. S-15
Wendy L. Small N-54
Gregg H. Smallwood S-72
Catherine T. Smith N-16
Daniel Laurence Smith S-31
Gary F. Smith S-1
George Eric Smith S-39
Heather Lee Smith N-75
James Gregory Smith N-40
Jeffrey R. Smith S-52
Joyce Patricia Smith N-24
Karl T. Smith, Sr. N-43
Kevin Joseph Smith S-9
Leon Smith, Jr. S-11
Moira Ann Smith S-24
Monica Rodriguez Smith and her unborn child N-73
Rosemary A. Smith N-73
Bonnie Shihadeh Smithwick N-61
Rochelle Monique Snell S-49
Christine Ann Snyder S-67
Dianne Bullis Snyder N-74
Leonard J. Snyder, Jr. S-54
Astrid Elizabeth Sohan N-6
Sushil S. Solanki N-34
Rubén Solares N-31
Naomi Leah Solomon N-21
Daniel W. Song N-56
Mari-Rae Sopper S-69
Michael Charles Sorresse N-5
Fabian Soto N-63
Timothy Patrick Soulas N-44
Gregory Thomas Spagnoletti S-35
Donald F. Spampinato, Jr. N-39
Thomas Sparacio S-32
John Anthony Spataro N-10
Robert W. Spear, Jr. S-19
Robert Speisman S-70
Maynard S. Spence, Jr. N-6
George Edward Spencer III S-31
Robert Andrew Spencer N-45
Mary Rubina Sperando N-21
Frank Spinelli N-44
William E. Spitz N-42
Joseph Patrick Spor, Jr. S-15
Klaus Johannes Sprockamp S-47
Saranya Srinuan N-52
Fitzroy St. Rose N-72
Michael F. Stabile S-32
Lawrence T. Stack S-18
Timothy M. Stackpole S-20
Richard James Stadelberger S-40
Eric Adam Stahlman N-46
Gregory Stajk S-17
Alexandru Liviu Stan N-34
Corina Stan N-34
Mary Domenica Stanley N-14
Anthony Starita N-42
Jeffrey Stark S-13
Derek James Statkevicus S-34
Patricia J. Statz S-75
Craig William Staub S-34
William V. Steckman N-67
Eric Thomas Steen S-30
William R. Steiner N-12
Alexander Robbins Steinman N-25
Edna L. Stephens S-1
Andrew Stergiopoulos N-45
Andrew J. Stern N-43
Norma Lang Steuerle S-69
Martha Jane Stevens S-62
Michael James Stewart N-61
Richard H. Stewart, Jr. N-41
Sanford M. Stoller N-17
Douglas Joel Stone N-74
Lonny Jay Stone N-63
Jimmy Nevill Storey N-12
Timothy Stout N-35
Thomas Strada N-40
James J. Straine, Jr. N-52
Edward W. Straub S-55
George J. Strauch, Jr. S-60
Edward Thomas Strauss S-24
Steven R. Strauss S-46
Larry L. Strickland S-74
Steven F. Strobert N-55
Walwyn Wellington Stuart, Jr. S-29
Benjamin Suarez S-11
David Scott Suarez N-17
Ramon Suarez S-25
Dino Xavier Suarez Ramirez N-75
Yoichi Sumiyama Sugiyama S-44
William Christopher Sugra N-34
Daniel Thomas Suhr S-14
David Marc Sullins S-25
Christopher P. Sullivan S-22
Patrick Sullivan N-40
Thomas G. Sullivan N-67
Hilario Soriano Sumaya, Jr. N-8
James Joseph Suozzo N-41
Colleen M. Supinski S-51
Robert Sutcliffe N-67
Seline Sutter N-65
Claudia Suzette Sutton N-48
John Francis Swaine N-39
Kristine M. Swearson N-34
Brian David Sweeney S-2
Brian Edward Sweeney S-9
Madeline Amy Sweeney N-74
Kenneth J. Swenson N-48
Thomas F. Swift S-46
Derek Ogilvie Sword S-35
Kevin Thomas Szocik S-35
Gina Sztejnberg N-15
Norbert P. Szurkowski N-50

T

Harry Taback N-4
Joann C. Tabeek N-35
Norma C. Taddei N-13
Michael Taddonio S-31
Keiichiro Takahashi S-32
Keiji Takahashi S-44
Phyllis Gail Talbot N-11
Robert R. Talhami N-27
John Talignani S-68
Sean Patrick Tallon S-5
Paul Talty S-24
Maurita Tam S-53
Rachel Tamares S-61
Hector Rogan Tamayo S-45
Michael Andrew Tamuccio N-59
Kenichiro Tanaka S-44
Rhondelle Cherie Tankard S-59
Michael Anthony Tanner N-25
Dennis Gerard Taormina, Jr. N-12
Kenneth Joseph Tarantino N-46
Allan Tarasiewicz S-7
Michael C. Tarrou S-2
Ronald Tartaro N-60
Deborah Tavolarella S-2
Darryl Anthony Taylor N-72
Donnie Brooks Taylor S-59
Hilda E. Taylor S-70
Kip P. Taylor S-74
Leonard E. Taylor S-71
Lorisa Ceylon Taylor N-15
Michael Morgan Taylor N-40
Sandra C. Taylor S-1
Sandra Dawn Teague S-69
Karl W. Teepe S-71
Paul A. Tegtmeier S-21
Yeshavant Moreshwar Tembe S-47
Anthony Tempesta N-53
Dorothy Pearl Temple S-47
Stanley L. Temple N-31
David Gustaf Peter Tengelin N-4
Brian John Terrenzi N-47
Lisa Marie Terry N-11
Goumatie Thackurdeen S-41
Harshad Sham Thatte N-17
Michael Theodoridis N-1
Thomas F. Theurkauf, Jr. S-36
Lesley Anne Thomas N-49
Brian Thomas Thompson S-44
Clive Ian Thompson S-32
Glenn Thompson N-43
Nigel Bruce Thompson N-44
Perry A. Thompson S-60
Vanavah Alexei Thompson N-64
William H. Thompson S-26
Eric Raymond Thorpe S-35
Nichola Angela Thorpe S-33
Tamara C. Thurman S-74
Sal Edward Tieri, Jr. N-10
John Patrick Tierney S-13
Mary Ellen Tiesi S-62
William Randolph Tieste N-25
Kenneth Tietjen S-29
Stephen Edward Tighe N-56
Scott Charles Timmes N-62
Michael E. Tinley N-15
Jennifer M. Tino N-11
Robert Frank Tipaldi N-26
John James Tipping II S-10
David Tirado N-23
Hector Luis Tirado, Jr. S-15
Michelle Lee Titolo N-48
Alicia Nicole Titus S-2
John J. Tobin N-8
Richard J. Todisco S-51
Otis V. Tolbert S-73
Vladimir Tomasevic N-22
Stephen Kevin Tompsett N-22
Thomas Tong S-39
Doris Torres S-42
Luis Eduardo Torres N-51
Amy Elizabeth Toyen N-23
Christopher Michael Traina N-63
Daniel Patrick Trant N-43
Abdoul Karim Traore N-68
Glenn J. Travers, Sr. N-32
Walter Philip Travers N-56
Felicia Yvette Traylor-Bass N-65
James Anthony Trentini N-2
Mary Barbara Trentini N-2
Lisa L. Trerotola N-67
Karamo Baba Trerra S-39
Michael Angel Trinidad N-31
Francis Joseph Trombino S-38
Gregory James Trost S-33
Willie Q. Troy S-1
William P. Tselepis, Jr. N-45
Zhanetta Valentinovna Tsoy N-13
Michael Patrick Tucker N-28
Lance Richard Tumulty S-31
Ching Ping Tung S-44
Simon James Turner N-20
Donald Joseph Tuzio S-39
Robert T. Twomey N-67
Jennifer Lynn Tzemis N-58

U

John G. Ueltzhoeffer N-15
Tyler Victor Ugolyn N-59
Michael A. Uliano N-56
Jonathan J. Uman N-38
Anil Shivhari Umarkar N-34
Allen V. Upton N-39
Diane Marie Urban S-47

V

John Damien Vaccacio N-43
Bradley Hodges Vadas S-35
William Valcarcel S-48
Felix Antonio Vale N-32
Ivan Vale N-32
Benito Valentin N-18
Santos Valentin, Jr. S-25
Carlton Francis Valvo II N-46
Pendyala Vamsikrishna N-74
Erica H. Van Acker S-55
Kenneth W. Van Auken N-52
R. Bruce Van Hine S-13
Daniel M. Van Laere S-62
Edward Raymond Vanacore S-41
Jon Charles Vandevander N-62
Frederick T. Varacchi N-38
Gopalakrishnan Varadhan N-46
David Vargas S-49
Scott C. Vasel N-16
Azael Ismael Vasquez N-24
Ronald J. Vauk S-73
Arcangel Vazquez S-41
Santos Vazquez N-31
Peter Vega S-11
Sankara Sastry Velamuri S-47
Jorge Velazquez S-47
Lawrence G. Veling S-7
Anthony Mark Ventura S-41
David Vera S-31
Loretta Ann Vero N-18
Christopher James Vialonga N-62
Matthew Gilbert Vianna N-34
Robert Anthony Vicario N-24
Celeste Torres Victoria N-20
Joanna Vidal N-20
John T. Vigiano II S-23
Joseph Vincent Vigiano S-23
Frank J. Vignola, Jr. N-48
Joseph Barry Vilardo N-28
Claribel Villalobos Hernandez N-23
Sergio Gabriel Villanueva S-23
Chantal Vincelli N-21
Melissa Renée Vincent N-65
Francine Ann Virgilio S-61
Lawrence Virgilio S-20
Joseph Gerard Visciano S-34
Joshua S. Vitale N-26
Maria Percoco Vola S-62
Lynette D. Vosges S-59
Garo H. Voskerijian N-13
Alfred Anton Vukosa N-35

W

Gregory Kamal Bruno Wachtler N-60
Karen J. Wagner S-74
Mary Alice Wahlstrom N-1
Honor Elizabeth Wainio S-67
Gabriela Silvina Waisman N-23
Wendy Alice Rosario Wakeford N-53
Courtney Wainsworth Walcott S-46
Victor Wald N-63
Kenneth E. Waldie N-2
Benjamin James Walker N-16
Glen Wall N-57
Mitchel Scott Wallace S-26
Peter Guyder Wallace N-6
Robert Francis Wallace S-12
Roy Michael Wallace N-44
Jeanmarie Wallendorf S-36
Matthew Blake Wallens N-39
Meta L. Waller S-1
John Wallice, Jr. N-30
Barbara P. Walsh N-9
Jim Walsh N-34
Jeffrey P. Walz S-14
Ching Wang S-44
Weibin Wang N-36
Michael Warchola S-6
Stephen Gordon Ward N-48
Timothy Ray Ward S-2
James A. Waring N-31
Brian G. Warner N-37
Derrick Christopher Washington S-66
Charles Waters N-32
James Thomas Waters, Jr. S-34
Patrick J. Waters S-8
Kenneth Thomas Watson S-21
Michael Henry Waye N-8
Todd Christopher Weaver S-43
Walter Edward Weaver S-25
Nathaniel Webb S-28
Dinah Webster N-20
William Michael Weems S-4
Joanne Flora Weil S-45
Michael T. Weinberg S-17
Steven Weinberg S-37
Scott Jeffrey Weingard N-27
Steven George Weinstein N-13
Simon Weiser N-65
David M. Weiss S-8
David Thomas Weiss N-46
Chin Sun Pak Wells S-74
Vincent Michael Wells N-44
Deborah Jacobs Welsh S-67
Timothy Matthew Welty S-7
Christian Hans Rudolf Wemmers N-21
Ssu-Hui Wen N-34
John Joseph Wenckus N-2
Oleh D. Wengerchuk S-65
Peter M. West N-43
Whitfield West, Jr. N-35
Meredith Lynn Whalen N-60
Eugene Michael Whelan S-12
Adam S. White N-50
Edward James White III S-13
James Patrick White N-39
John Sylvester White N-63
Kenneth Wilburn White, Jr. N-24
Leonard Anthony White S-66
Malissa Y. White N-15
Maudlyn A. White S-74
Sandra L. White S-75
Wayne White N-9
Leanne Marie Whiteside S-59
Mark P. Whitford S-15
Leslie A. Whittington S-69
Michael T. Wholey S-29
Mary Lenz Wieman S-59
Jeffrey David Wiener N-12
William J. Wik S-60
Alison Marie Wildman N-61
Glenn E. Wilkinson S-14
Ernest M. Willcher S-75
John Charles Willett N-50
Brian Patrick Williams N-41
Candace Lee Williams N-75
Crossley Richard Williams, Jr. S-41
David J. Williams N-64
David Lucian Williams S-73
Debbie L. Williams S-54
Dwayne Williams S-74
Kevin Michael Williams S-50
Louie Anthony Williams N-66
Louis Calvin Williams III S-37
John P. Williamson S-8
Donna Ann Wilson S-56
William Eben Wilson S-61
David Harold Winton S-35
Glenn J. Winuk S-27
Thomas Francis Wise N-9
Alan L. Wisniewski S-52
Frank Paul Wisniewski N-53
David Wiswall S-55
Sigrid Charlotte Wiswe N-18
Michael R. Wittenstein N-52
Christopher W. Wodenshek N-49
Martin Phillips Wohlforth S-52
Katherine Susan Wolf N-3
Jennifer Yen Wong N-20
Siucheung Steve Wong N-4
Yin Ping Wong S-60
Yuk Ping Wong S-48
Brent James Woodall S-33
James John Woods N-26
Marvin Roger Woods S-73
Patrick J. Woods S-64
Richard Herron Woodwell S-35
David Terence Wooley S-9
John Bentley Works S-34
Martin Michael Wortley N-46
Rodney James Wotton S-43
William Wren, Ret. S-22
John W. Wright, Jr. S-50
Neil Robin Wright N-46
Sandra Lee Wright S-57

Y

Jupiter Yambem N-69
John D. Yamnicky, Sr. S-71
Suresh Yanamadala N-16
Vicki Yancey S-70
Shuyin Yang S-70
Matthew David Yarnell S-41
Myrna Yaskulka N-60
Shakila Yasmin N-15
Olabisi Shadie Layeni Yee N-67
Kevin W. Yokum S-72
Edward P. York N-49
Kevin Patrick York S-31
Raymond R. York S-20
Suzanne Martha Youmans S-54
Barrington Leroy Young, Jr. S-31
Donald McArthur Young S-72
Edmond G. Young, Jr. S-74
Jacqueline Young N-3
Lisa L. Young S-1
Elkin Yuen N-61

Z

Joseph C. Zaccoli N-43
Adel Agayby Zakhary N-63
Arkady Zaltsman S-63
Edwin J. Zambrana, Jr. S-49
Robert Alan Zampieri N-62
Mark Zangrilli S-63
Christopher R. Zarba, Jr. N-1
Ira Zaslow S-46
Kenneth Albert Zelman N-19
Abraham J. Zelmanowitz N-65
Martin Morales Zempoaltecatl N-68
Zhe Zeng S-37
Marc Scott Zeplin N-27
Jie Yao Justin Zhao S-39
Yuguang Zheng S-70
Ivelin Ziminski N-5
Michael Joseph Zinzi N-14
Charles Alan Zion N-25
Julie Lynne Zipper S-49
Salvatore J. Zisa N-5
Prokopios Paul Zois N-18
Joseph J. Zuccala S-44
Andrew Steven Zucker S-45
Igor Zukelman S-43

The Shed

The Shed was twenty-feet deep by eight feet wide, with two windows, two lofts, double doors, and sturdy enough to withstand everything except Hurricane Isabel.

Of course, I bought the shed to hold supplies when I was building the house. Before I started, when I had first cleared the small portion of the property for the home, I had this shed delivered figuring I might need to sleep in during bad weather while up here for three of four days in a row seventy-five miles from the place in Virginia Beach. Michael and I went together to the shed place in Virginia Beach. Some guy paid for it but never picked it up so I bought it brand new for a song and the father and son team I bought it from delivered it seventy-five miles, across the Hampton Roads Bridge Tunnel, across the still-narrow Coleman Bridge, the Piankatank bridge, and down my winding driveway through the woods—for twenty-five dollars. I also bought them lunch.

It didn’t take long, as it tends not to take, to have stories to tell from the shed.

Back in ’99 we had fifteen inches of rain in two days and the water ran from the river side of the property down to the woods beyond the shed. I had the shed leveled off the ground by about eight inches on blocks, so the water rushed toward the door but instead dug crevices under the shed. The shed, miraculously was dry, but impossible to get to.

Isabel didn’t do a thing to the shed, but she knocked down thirty oak trees here at Aerie, and one of them lingered for weeks right above the shed. I knew it had to come down but this was a job I couldn’t pull off myself. Scavengers wanted more than fifteen thousand dollars to clear the fallen trees, so I said I’d do them myself, which I did, but I was afraid to cut the half-fallen tree in fear it would crush the shed. Instead, another storm just a few months later cracked the trunk and it crushed the back half of the shed for me. I remembering thinking, “Hell, I could have done that.”

So in the lemonade tradition, I made the back half into a greenhouse with plastic sheets for the roof, but it didn’t really work, and over time the mold and mildew and various snakes and wood rot got the best of The Shed. It took about twenty-seven years.

One time early when Michael was about five, we played hide and seek as we often did, and I ran in the shed while he was still too far away to follow me right in, but he could see me. I then climbed out the back window and settled behind the back wall. I heard him come in the shed and was quiet for a minute then said, to no one in particular, “Holy Cow, How did he do that? Daddy?”

I remember how we laughed.

We built things with wood and made signs and birdhouses. None of them were well done but they were all perfect. Occasionally we’d take a break and play “Voices.” That is, we’d recreate “Wind in the Willows,” and I was the voice of most of the characters—Badger, Toad, Moley, even the stoats.

And we kept the sporting equipment in there and played frisbee, football, golf, and ring toss, which we still do nearly thirty years later when outside barbequing.

The bikes he kept in the shed got bigger, and the toys were relegated to the loft while more accessible spaces were reserved for tools, chemistry sets, then inflatable kayaks and eventually equipment to hold his art supplies and frames.

When he was little, he would tie me up in a chair with a lasso his uncle sent him from Texas, and he kept lizards and frogs in tanks until he couldn’t feed them anymore and would let them go behind the shed, in the woods.

He kept buckets of fake snakes and lizards in there when he was young, and when the roof collapsed and water raged in, it carried the rubber reptiles out the door and under the shed. The next day I spent an hour reaching under the shed and pulling out the toys, until one reach pulled out amongst the fake snakes a real one with red and yellow and black, and I forgot the rhyme about poisonous snakes so I just threw everything as far as I could.

There were other days like that.

But there’s a hole out there tonight. And Michael is in Ireland, far from the fallen shed. It had to come down. I had to do it now or we’d be still out in the still standing shed telling stories.

I destroyed the last of it a few hours ago, and I rested on the nearby patio remembering the times we shared for his entire life, and the talks we had—so many talks we had safe in the shed, just the two of us, about growing up and traveling and things that frustrated us, and things we were scared of. Out in the country like this along the bay when a father and son go into the shed, usually it is for some form of punishment, “a whooping” as they say. Well I never had a reason to punish Michael; but we did have plans to make, so out to the shed we’d go, and he’d make notes on wood with a nail, and we’d plan adventures like training across Siberia or walking across Spain.

We kept tools in that shed, and mowers, bikes, grills, and more. And memories filled the spaces between everything else. We let a lot of memories occupy that space.

Funny though. I sat out there today when I had finished knocking it down and thought about the next week or so during which I will haul away the remnants, clean up the ground, lay down some field stones and mulch in front of a much smaller, new shed, put a few chairs and a small table there, and I tried to imagine the new way it will be, and it made me a bit sad, of course, but excited for a new place to talk. But lingering a bit in the hot afternoon air was the sound of ten-year-old Michael playing his harmonica and the distant hint of his unchanged voice asking if I want to play hide and seek.

There are some things that shed kept safe for us I’ll never be able to destroy.    

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Let Go

Taxi Driver by Martin Scorsese (1976) | SP Film Journal

It’s the second week of classes and something new and exciting is happening that reminds me of my first days away at college: No one is using their phones. They are actually all in class talking to each other and to me, and listening. I have no idea why.

The first time I went away by myself, other than a few extended trips with a high school friend of mine to Chapel Hill, North Carolina, and camping in the mountains, was my freshman year at college. That was a nine-hour drive from my home, so returning on a weekend was simply out of the question. This was a time when communication by today’s standards was archaic. We had no cell phones, no computers, no answering machines if we even had a regular phone, which I didn’t. Mine was a payphone at the end of the dorm hallway which I shared with ninety, often drunk guys. So even if someone did try to reach me, one of us on the floor would not only have to hear it ring, but we’d have to muster up the energy to walk down the hall and answer it. Doing so then entailed learning who the person was calling for, walking to that person’s door, banging until they answered as you yelled “Bob! Phone!” and then return to bed without letting the caller know if the person was even home. So no “message” would be left.

We wrote letters, on paper, with stamps and envelopes, and walked them to the post office on campus. But with papers to write, parties to attend, basketball games, and hikes along the river, letter-writing was not a priority. Instead, when we went away to school, we went away. Gone, out of their lives. See you in someday.

I arrived that first year in August and returned to Virginia Beach in November, and during that time away, while I often called my father at his office due to his toll-free line, and my mother much less often due to my lack of ability to plug the payphone with quarters, I didn’t talk to a single high school friend in any way for three solid months.

But when I got home. Oh, wow, when I returned home that first Thanksgiving weekend, I headed to my friend Mike’s house, and our friends Dave and Michele and Kathy and Patti all came over, and we sat out back or went to Pizza Hut and we talked. We told stories and talked and laughed so hard I can still picture us sitting there like it happened last week.

We had so much to catch up on. I told them about college, about the hills of western New York, about my roommate and floormates and others I met and became close to. I told them about apple picking in Albion, New York, with a friend, or about how two other friends and I drove to the Billy Joel concert in Buffalo and got lost on the way back. I had an endless bag of stories to share with them, and they caught me up on life there. Dave was married, Michele had her first son, another was still out in Nashville and another in nursing school.

We all looked different than four months earlier. Older somehow, despite the probable lack of change. But nineteen is a time when even just a little bit of maturity comes from the slightest change. We met new people, added new dimensions to our personality and experiences. I was hitchhiking to Niagara Falls, Jonmark was doing well in Nashville, Mike was doing traffic and news for a local television station. We had stories to tell that we would never have had to share if we all stayed a part of each other’s lives on a daily basis. What’s more, other people entered our narrative. When you break off completely and start anew elsewhere, you learn new ways—it truly is that simple. I’m not suggesting that one doesn’t mature and learn and grow without leaving. But one point is indisputable: I had no idea what any of them had been up to, no clue. And they couldn’t possibly conceive of what I’d been doing. And there was no device save the US Postal Service to keep us informed.

So we had to catch up, and I had new friends.

You see, something unexpected happened that I just now tried to tell my students about. When I returned to college, the same thing happened as when I went home that first time. It had only been a week since I left for Thanksgiving, but upon return, I could not wait to see my new friends, those I was literally living with, ate with three meals a day, walked home with at three am, cried with. The few days away from them felt longer than the time away from those friends from high school I’d known for some years. Something was different. All those changes that had scared me to death before leaving for college turned out to be the best thing for me, and that time then would not have been nearly as significant had those changes occurred while still holding the hands of friends through some WIFI umbilical back to the beach.

Fast forward.

During my first few years teaching college in the early nineties, I’d walk down the hallway toward class and could hear the students talking, multiple conversations overlapping about the weekend, about plans, majors, transfers, food, concerts, about life, all of it. New friends mostly, evolving into new relationships, new ways of thinking. I’ve seen strangers become partners become parents. And after a long college break, it took ten minutes to quiet down the room, everyone catching up, seemingly happier to be back then to have gone home to begin with.

But that eroded; slowly at first, and then with discouraging speed. When I approach a room for class these days, it might as well be empty for the silence. It’s easy to think it is, until I turn in the door and see twenty-three students sitting silently, staring at their phone, texting the same friends they’ve been texting since seventh grade, not knowing even the names of those next to them, one of whom might be their significant other, or a friend with similar interests, or someone with familiar plans and hopes. They don’t seem to even care.

They’ve never learned the art of missing someone, the value of silence, the strength that comes from a complete lack of ability to communicate. The time spent in their own thoughts, without music, without social media, without letting go for a period of time without knowing what happens, has slipped away. College students remain knee deep in high school conversations well into their collegiate years, and it leaves them all with a much more provincial perspective.

Today, just now, that seemed to change again, and my students–all away from home for the first time–talked to each other, learned names, made plans. It felt right, like some semblance of humanity has survived the technological advances.

There was a time we were all prodigal children, and those we loved embraced our return from that unreachable place we went to, be it away at school or another state. And we learned how love can survive such incommunicado. I once went twenty-two years without talking to someone and then spent two straight days catching up. And honestly, I don’t think I would have appreciated her half as much had we never lost touch. It helps to let go, to follow different paths and not be tethered by technology, and then find each other again and find out how friendship has little to do with constant communication.

And more, during those times I was somewhere else–Arizona, Massachusetts, abroad, and had no means of reaching someone, I discovered more about myself than I ever would have by holding on. I see my students now using expressions I had thought were long gone:

I hope to see you soon.

Keep in touch.

Drop me a line.

How have you been?

So, what happened?

I have missed you.

These simple phrases have brought me such growth, such love, and such peace, they remind me that the strongest connections come after letting go.

Just, before Dawn

I rose early this morning since I needed to be in Norfolk by 8. That’s okay, though. I am drawn toward the early morning hours of dawn when I feel ahead of the world, and I can sense some small hint of hope. The geese flew by headed to the river, and to hear life around the water in those moments motivates me. Before the sun rises, often just after the first sliver of light reaches up across the bay, I can hear osprey and other sea birds who at that hour never seem to mind my presence.

But earlier, when that glimmer on the eastern horizon is still merely a possibility, I have taken to walks by moonlight, sometimes not even that. In the woods where I live and down along the water, something is going on. There is life out there wide awake and moving through the dark hours like spirits who need to finish their errands before the sun gives them up.

Fox come about the edges of the woods looking for scraps of food or the peels and rinds of bananas and melons. I can stand patiently off the side of the drive and one fox will wander across the yard from the woods behind me to those on the south and stop before disappearing again beyond the laurel, and he will stare at me, relaxed, nosing around the base of a tree where I occasionally put food. Then he’s off—not swiftly or in fear, but nonchalantly, demonstrating that he lives here as well and has decided to stretch his legs. That’s all.

Owls, too—some barred but mostly screech owls, perch in the oaks and elms, sometimes swooping down and moving through branches with precision. But my favorite are the geese which cover the night sky in flocks sometimes so enormous the swoosh of their wings alone creates a breeze, and their call to “Go! Go! Go!” is startling.

Closer to home, out front near the edge of the trees, deer nearly always feed on the dew-soaked grass and often the hostas, and if they sense me sitting on the porch or standing in the clearing, they will look up, briefly, ears turned forward—just for a moment—and then return to their grass, not minding me, aware just the same.

And it is then, when I am well acclimated with the night and my eyes have adjusted, and my soul too has adjusted, that I think of my way in the world, the motivation behind the turns and hesitations, my purpose of this passing in time. Oh, do I ever have an internal monologue underway with long-gone friend now gathered in my nocturnal imagination. There’s Cole nodding his head and insisting I follow my own path. I can hear him clearly when I’m out there, see his small sardonic smile as he says, “Come on Kunzinger. You know how to do this, stop waiting for approval or it’s never going to happen.” And there, too, is another friend whose smile is as wide as dawn pressing his sense of adventure into my spirit with an “all or nothing” carelessness about him which brings me up short yet livens my ambition. In one brief moment I am eased by no longer thinking of them in the past tense, but just as quickly, we all move on; usually just as the sun surfaces.

The sky in the distance across the reach lightens ever so slightly, from dark, almost Navy blue to something slightly more pale, like powder, and I’m alone again—the fox rushing off into the woods, the geese at rest in the harvested field or at the river’s edge, and the murmurs of chickadees and wrens and cardinals chase away what’s left of the stillness, and even my friends bow off, and I have trouble separating memory from imagination. So I get in the car and head south to the city where I simply don’t belong.

It’s as if time offers a small reward for some of us who stay up late or get up early to gather as much out of our moments as we can. Then, just briefly, it eases me back into this new reality I never anticipated. It remains for me the most honest time of day, the most just, when all thoughts have a chance of pushing through the darkness, and the truth about what we are here for is ironically illuminated.

I’ve started to live for the deep hours of the night at the twilight of dawn.

Curious Men: Lost in the Congo

The Allegheny River, Allegany, New York

Memory is as fluid as anything in our lives. What happened and what “seemed to happen,” as writer Tim O’Brien points out, can often be confused. When looking back we might have a habit to recall what seemed to happen, reality having been washed and hung out to dry over the course of decades. Sometimes though we can recall nearly ever nuance of a time in our lives for its significance, its uniqueness, or its romance. I have a pretty sharp memory when it comes to many events. A friend of mine and I were talking not long ago about how we can both remember nearly every detail, everything, about a period in our lives so long ago you’d think it was from another life. Many of us have times like those which, for whatever psychological reason, we can summon up to the point of remembering the clothes we wore on a particular day.

My basic memory for most things is pretty solid. I remember all my phone numbers and license plates, and, worse, the phone numbers and license plates of friends of mine. The old joke about song lyrics holds true with me, but so do the times spent with extended family. One of my only memories of my paternal grandfather was him weeding a lot he owned next door to his house on Long Island. He died when I was five, so I was no older than that, probably still four. But I picture that day, those moments, perfectly.

Some years ago when Meanwhile in Leningrad came out, someone asked how I can remember the conversations I had with survivors of the Siege of Leningrad, who at the time I knew them were in their eighties, and I wrote the book several years after our conversations. I said, well, first of all, they’re never going to find or read the book, so there’s that. But more accurately, when a woman sitting on a bench holding my hand tells me about dragging her dead husband and son across the city to leave in a mass grave, and she sat with me clinging to their photograph sixty years later, I will not forget any of it. Much of the writing in that book falls in that category. Did the conversation happen verbatim? Doubtful, but the gist of it is pretty damn accurate. There’s an old journalism method that when you write the piece and include quotes from someone, call them up and read what you wrote to them and ask, “That’s pretty much what happened, right?” Nearly all the time they’ll say yes. Can you remember the words, exactly the words, you spoke an hour ago? Exactly. If that’s not possible as in this case, I rely on memory and notes.

Memory is reliable or not depending upon just how present we are during the event. That time so long ago when we said we could remember everything: We were both very much present at the time, we lived the example of what would later be called “mindfulness.” Of course we remember. Likewise there are times I so shut out of my memory it’s like they never happened at all.

Still, some events are so close to my soul I would need the team from Matrix to come extract them.

Like what happened in 1980 and 81, when I was a freshman and sophomore in college, the subject of my forthcoming book, Curious Men, from Madville Press. Of that time then, I remember everything. I watched, studied, and listened so intently that this memoir could be considered a documentary for how clear the details remain to me four and a half decades later.

I like that “memoir” includes the Spanish word “oir,” to hear, because much of memory stems from what we hear, and as a nonfiction writer I am bound by listening to the world around me, sometimes to the one sitting in front of me, and those sounds of vowels and consonants and the musicality of language I know will never escape my recollection.

My friend, colleague, and former officemate, Tom Williams, once introduced me at a reading as a non-fiction writer by saying, “Here’s some shit that happened to Bob and the best he can remember of it.” That’s pretty spot on. Despite a degree in journalism, I never had what it took to do the job in the traditional sense like so many I graduated with, some of whom have won prestigious awards for their work. I was definitively not up to that task. But I could handle the feature work, the “Let me tell you what just happened to me” work, just fine. In college, my friend Deb used to help me with news stories and I’d help her with features. We knew our strengths. I had a column in the college paper for which I ventured out into the community and did something, and then I wrote about it. I went horseback riding in Machias, New York, flew planes in Wellsville, kayaked the lake in Allegheny State Park, and sat on the ground behind campus at Merton’s Heart. Those events I could remember. I knew how to be present. Most of those activities were out of my wheelhouse at the time, so recalling what happened was easier. I was paying closer attention, sometimes just so I wouldn’t die.

Memoir is like that. If we can’t remember it we’re certainly not going to write about it.

But not this time, not this book. Summation: As a college freshman uninterested in the normal activities of my floormates–that is, drinking and drinking–I felt lost and disconnected from everyone. Then a family friend returned from the Peace Corps and asked me to help him plan a trip, solo, on the Congo River. So I did.

Long story short, it didn’t work out and his trip became mine. The first half of the book takes place in western New York. The second half in the Congo.

Still, that’s not what the books about.

Most of it takes place now, in every classroom across America where nineteen-year-olds sit and try and find something worth doing, something that reaches deep inside them and wakes them up. I’ve been staring at nineteen-year-olds for thirty-six years and one thing hasn’t changed: they’re scared out of their minds. They’re alone in a new place far from home living in a room this size of their car with a total stranger, and every adult within earshot constantly wants to know their plans for their major, their careers, their lives. It is often unbearable.

I was exactly like that back then. Until a friend walked into my life and said, “I have an idea. I need your help.”

We were so young.

So that’s what this memoir is about: About that time back then. What we did and how and why we did it, yes, but mostly about being nineteen and far from home looking for a reason to exist at all.

This is how I remember it.

Coming this winter: